tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17082548804668944912024-03-13T14:16:28.684-07:00My Particular Friend… is never spoken in My Particular Friend, but it would be appropriate because in this book the worlds of Jane Austen and Sir Arthur Conan Doyle collide in the persons of Miss Charlotte House, who has the intellect of Sherlock Holmes, and Miss Jane Woodsen, who has the good sense of Miss Elizabeth Bennet. You may wish to visit the website at <a href="http://myparticularfriend.com/">http://myparticularfriend.com/</a>virtualighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16544118423865170131noreply@blogger.comBlogger12125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1708254880466894491.post-38664032259627305532011-01-20T12:46:00.001-08:002011-01-20T12:46:13.970-08:00<p class="subtitle">The Winslowes are found</p> <p class="first">‘Get up, Jane. We have found them.’</p> <p class="body">I awoke to my friend violently shaking me and I cried out.</p> <p class="body">‘Oh for heaven’s sake, Jane, it’s me. Wake up. We have found the Winslowes and if we act, we may find the author of these letters.’</p> <p class="body">I got out of bed to find Charlotte and Mrs. Fitzhugh already dressed and awaiting me. Mary gave me coffee, which I greedily drank.</p> <p class="body">‘What time is it?’ I asked after a reviving sip.</p> <p class="body">‘It’s a little gone two,’ Charlotte said. ‘Get her into these clothes, quickly Mary.’</p> <p class="body">‘And why am I awake now. Oh my head, I think I had too much negus.’</p> <p class="body">‘Yes you did, now into this sleeve, Jane.’</p> <p class="body">I shrugged them off and said, ‘I demand to know what is going on!’</p> <p class="body">‘I already told you, Jane. My little urchins have located the Winslowes and if we act, we may find out who is sending these letters and if possible, catch them in the act.’</p> <p class="body">‘Oh,’ I said, finally awakening. ‘That is another matter entirely. You may dress me, Mary, if I might have another sip of coffee first.’</p> <p class="body">I was dressed while Charlotte related the events of the past hours. Shortly after our return from the ball, Donna and Charlie, the captains of our street Arabs, arrived at the servant’s entrance loudly demanding to be taken to Charlotte.</p> <p class="body">‘Luckily Mrs. Hutton heeded my admonitions and they were brought to me. They had located the Winslowes here in Bath, living a stone’s throw from here in the Circus, but under the mother’s maiden name Hazelton.’</p> <p class="body">‘Extraordinary,’ I said. ‘Living under an assumed name. There is desperation there.’ I could not help but think of the times I wished I could live under another name to escape my father’s shame.</p> <p class="body">‘Not quite as it seems,’ Mrs. Fitzhugh said. ‘Mrs. Winslow and daughter stay with the family of her sister, Mrs. Hazelton, her husband and their daughter.’</p> <p class="body">‘Oh,’ I said, ‘that explains it.’ I was a little disappointed that the explanation was so pedestrian.</p> <p class="body">We were now walking downstairs. ‘Very well, I understand all this, but why must we go in the middle of the night. Can we not visit them in the morning as civilised people?’</p> <p class="body">‘We do not go to visit. We go to catch our prey. Hurry Jane!’</p> <p class="body">A few minutes walk brought us to the Circus where it intersects with Bennett Street and No. 18, the house at the corner. We three …</p> <p class="body">‘Wait, there are four of us,’ I said.</p> <p class="body">‘Mary, what are you doing here?’ Charlotte asked.</p> <p class="body">‘I’m sorry, miss. I just followed you while putting a coat on Miss Woodsen.’</p> <p class="body">‘And left the house without a coat of your own, silly girl. Go back at once.’</p> <p class="body">‘Quiet,’ I hissed, ‘the door just opened.’ I motioned us back down Bennett Street out of sight of the young woman who had just exited the house.</p> <p class="body">‘What if she comes down this street?’ I asked Charlotte.</p> <p class="body">‘She won’t, but quick, into this doorway.’</p> <p class="body">We watched the young woman cross Bennett Street and continue south along the Circus.</p> <p class="body">‘Mary, I want you to return home immediately. Here take my coat and instruct Mrs. Hutton to have something warm for us on our return. And we may have a guest.’</p> <p class="body">‘How do you know where she will go,’ Mrs. Fitzhugh asked, as we followed the young girl.</p> <p class="body">‘Because the Ashby’s stay on Gay Street. Yes, she has turned.’</p> <p class="body">We followed the young woman at a distance for at this quiet time of night of footsteps echoed loudly, but we need not have worried for the singleness of her purpose did not dispose her to look back.</p> <p class="body">‘Yes, this is the Ashby’s address, No. 40. Down, we can surprise her on her return.’</p> <p class="body">‘What is she doing Charlotte?’ Mrs. Fitzhugh asked.</p> <p class="body">‘She is putting a letter under the door,’ I said. ‘She is the author! She’s coming back.’</p> <p class="body">The young lady approached us and although we were crouched low it seemed impossible that she could not see us and I could not help but think we were a comical group. But the next few seconds showed that her mood was ill suited to comedy.</p> <p class="body">Charlotte suddenly stood upright and said, ‘Miss Catherine Winslow? My name is Charlotte House and you will come with us to explain yourself.’</p> <p class="body">A sharp cry and a low moan prepared me and I was ready to catch the young woman as she fainted. Fortunately she was very slender and with Mrs. Fitzhugh’s help we kept her upright.</p> <p class="body">‘This should do the trick,’ Charlotte said, as she produced a vinaigrette and waved its pungent aroma under Miss Winslow’s nose. Its effect was immediate and the young woman regained her balance.</p> <p class="body">‘Who are you?’ she cried. ‘Why do you frighten me so?’</p> <p class="body">‘Miss Winslow, you have much to explain. We know you to be author of poisonous letters directed at the Ashbys.’</p> <p class="body">‘Why do you wish them ill?’ I asked.</p> <p class="body">‘Ill? I do not. I only hope that another will not suffer as have I.’ She gave another low moan and I readied myself to support her again. Charlotte opened the vinaigrette.</p> <p class="body">‘No, there is no need,’ she said, stopping Charlotte’s hand.</p> <p class="body">‘We will take you to your home,’ Charlotte said.</p> <p class="body">‘No, please do not. It would distress my mother.’</p> <p class="body">‘Then we shall take you to our home and there you can answer our questions.’</p> <p class="body"> </p> <p class="first">It was a long trip back to our home. Even with our assistance, Miss Winslow walked slowly and I ached with a desire to ask her further questions, but I knew that she needed rest and something warm in her before she could talk. And despite the knowledge that she threatened the happiness of another, I could not help but feel sympathy for the burden she seemed to carry.</p> <p class="body">Mary, the other maid Alice and Mrs. Hutton all awaited us when returned home.</p> <p class="body">‘Mary, get some blankets for our guest and Mrs. Hutton, some brandy all round,’ Charlotte ordered. We brought Miss Winslow into the sitting room and soon had her wrapped in blankets while Alice stoked the fire. Mrs. Hutton returned with the brandy.</p> <p class="body">‘This should warm you,’ Mrs. Fitzhugh told Miss Winslow. After a swallow, the warmth came back to her cheeks and she nodded her thanks. Finally Charlotte thanked our helpers and closed the sitting room doors. We all sat, Charlotte directly across from our guest, and we drank our brandy and I realized how cold I was despite our exertion helping Miss Winslow.</p> <p class="body">‘Now, Miss Winslow, perhaps you will tell us what you meant, that you did not mean the Ashbys ill.’</p> <p class="body">‘It is for their sake that I wrote those letters, to keep them from danger.’</p> <p class="body">‘Ah, I began to suspect as much,’ Charlotte said. She leaned back in her chair and steepled her fingers before her. ‘And that danger is?’</p> <p class="body">‘Lord William.’</p> <p class="body">‘And what has that man done that makes him a danger,’ Charlotte said in a very cool voice. Mrs. Fitzhugh and I exchanged looks and I knew my eyes were as wide as hers.</p> <p class="body">‘He is not a man. He is a monster.’</p> <p class="body">The sob in Miss Winslow’s throat stabbed at my heart. Mrs. Fitzhugh started to rise to tend to her, but Charlotte’s single raised finger stopped her.</p> <p class="body">‘You are among friends, Miss Winslow. Tell us what Lord William has done to you.’</p> <p class="body">‘He has used me and left me unsuitable for any other.’ Her hand stole to her left breast. We all noticed her movement. All was silent in the room save the crackle of the fire and the distant ticking of the hall clock. </p> <p class="body">‘Let us see, please,’ Charlotte said, in that tone of command at which I had earlier laughed. Miss Winslow slowly pushed back the blanket from her shoulder and then pulled back the edge of her bodice. I heard Mrs. Fitzhugh gasp as we saw the angry red scar that started at her shoulder blade. Her hand continued around the edge of the bodice and we could see that scar continued diagonally across her upper chest. Her hand stopped.</p> <p class="body">‘It continues,’ she said.</p> <p class="body">‘Mrs. Fitzhugh,’ Charlotte said while dropping her raised finger. Mrs. Fitzhugh rose and attended Miss Winslow, returning the poor woman’s hand to her lap and wrapping the blanket tight against her body.</p> <p class="body">‘This was last year, when there was an understanding between yourself and Lord William.’</p> <p class="body">‘Yes.’</p> <p class="body">‘And then shortly thereafter your father died and you removed from Bath.’</p> <p class="body">‘Yes. My mother and I returned this season with my uncle and aunt.’</p> <p class="body">‘And then you read of Lord William’s betrothal to Miss Ashby.’</p> <p class="body">‘Yes. I could not let another …’</p> <p class="body">‘Quite.’</p> <p class="body">‘But why …’ I stopped and looked at Charlotte to see if I might continue. She nodded and I added, ‘Why defame Miss Ashby?’</p> <p class="body">‘Because no one would believe me when Lord William … defiled me.’ She spoke the last with a bitterness at odds with her previous demeanour. ‘I am sure my father died from shame of it. I could not say anything that would make the world believe the truth of it. All I could hope is that Lord William would not hurt another.’</p> <p class="body">‘But you could not bring yourself to irreparably harm Miss Ashby. That is why you sent the letters only to her and those closest to her, that the harm might be contained.’ </p>virtualighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16544118423865170131noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1708254880466894491.post-11882378672778886442011-01-20T12:45:00.001-08:002011-01-20T12:45:47.968-08:00<p class="subtitle">The Winslowes are found</p> <p class="first">‘Get up, Jane. We have found them.’</p> <p class="body">I awoke to my friend violently shaking me and I cried out.</p> <p class="body">‘Oh for heaven’s sake, Jane, it’s me. Wake up. We have found the Winslowes and if we act, we may find the author of these letters.’</p> <p class="body">I got out of bed to find Charlotte and Mrs. Fitzhugh already dressed and awaiting me. Mary gave me coffee, which I greedily drank.</p> <p class="body">‘What time is it?’ I asked after a reviving sip.</p> <p class="body">‘It’s a little gone two,’ Charlotte said. ‘Get her into these clothes, quickly Mary.’</p> <p class="body">‘And why am I awake now. Oh my head, I think I had too much negus.’</p> <p class="body">‘Yes you did, now into this sleeve, Jane.’</p> <p class="body">I shrugged them off and said, ‘I demand to know what is going on!’</p> <p class="body">‘I already told you, Jane. My little urchins have located the Winslowes and if we act, we may find out who is sending these letters and if possible, catch them in the act.’</p> <p class="body">‘Oh,’ I said, finally awakening. ‘That is another matter entirely. You may dress me, Mary, if I might have another sip of coffee first.’</p> <p class="body">I was dressed while Charlotte related the events of the past hours. Shortly after our return from the ball, Donna and Charlie, the captains of our street Arabs, arrived at the servant’s entrance loudly demanding to be taken to Charlotte.</p> <p class="body">‘Luckily Mrs. Hutton heeded my admonitions and they were brought to me. They had located the Winslowes here in Bath, living a stone’s throw from here in the Circus, but under the mother’s maiden name Hazelton.’</p> <p class="body">‘Extraordinary,’ I said. ‘Living under an assumed name. There is desperation there.’ I could not help but think of the times I wished I could live under another name to escape my father’s shame.</p> <p class="body">‘Not quite as it seems,’ Mrs. Fitzhugh said. ‘Mrs. Winslow and daughter stay with the family of her sister, Mrs. Hazelton, her husband and their daughter.’</p> <p class="body">‘Oh,’ I said, ‘that explains it.’ I was a little disappointed that the explanation was so pedestrian.</p> <p class="body">We were now walking downstairs. ‘Very well, I understand all this, but why must we go in the middle of the night. Can we not visit them in the morning as civilised people?’</p> <p class="body">‘We do not go to visit. We go to catch our prey. Hurry Jane!’</p> <p class="body">A few minutes walk brought us to the Circus where it intersects with Bennett Street and No. 18, the house at the corner. We three …</p> <p class="body">‘Wait, there are four of us,’ I said.</p> <p class="body">‘Mary, what are you doing here?’ Charlotte asked.</p> <p class="body">‘I’m sorry, miss. I just followed you while putting a coat on Miss Woodsen.’</p> <p class="body">‘And left the house without a coat of your own, silly girl. Go back at once.’</p> <p class="body">‘Quiet,’ I hissed, ‘the door just opened.’ I motioned us back down Bennett Street out of sight of the young woman who had just exited the house.</p> <p class="body">‘What if she comes down this street?’ I asked Charlotte.</p> <p class="body">‘She won’t, but quick, into this doorway.’</p> <p class="body">We watched the young woman cross Bennett Street and continue south along the Circus.</p> <p class="body">‘Mary, I want you to return home immediately. Here take my coat and instruct Mrs. Hutton to have something warm for us on our return. And we may have a guest.’</p> <p class="body">‘How do you know where she will go,’ Mrs. Fitzhugh asked, as we followed the young girl.</p> <p class="body">‘Because the Ashby’s stay on Gay Street. Yes, she has turned.’</p> <p class="body">We followed the young woman at a distance for at this quiet time of night of footsteps echoed loudly, but we need not have worried for the singleness of her purpose did not dispose her to look back.</p> <p class="body">‘Yes, this is the Ashby’s address, No. 40. Down, we can surprise her on her return.’</p> <p class="body">‘What is she doing Charlotte?’ Mrs. Fitzhugh asked.</p> <p class="body">‘She is putting a letter under the door,’ I said. ‘She is the author! She’s coming back.’</p> <p class="body">The young lady approached us and although we were crouched low it seemed impossible that she could not see us and I could not help but think we were a comical group. But the next few seconds showed that her mood was ill suited to comedy.</p> <p class="body">Charlotte suddenly stood upright and said, ‘Miss Catherine Winslow? My name is Charlotte House and you will come with us to explain yourself.’</p> <p class="body">A sharp cry and a low moan prepared me and I was ready to catch the young woman as she fainted. Fortunately she was very slender and with Mrs. Fitzhugh’s help we kept her upright.</p> <p class="body">‘This should do the trick,’ Charlotte said, as she produced a vinaigrette and waved its pungent aroma under Miss Winslow’s nose. Its effect was immediate and the young woman regained her balance.</p> <p class="body">‘Who are you?’ she cried. ‘Why do you frighten me so?’</p> <p class="body">‘Miss Winslow, you have much to explain. We know you to be author of poisonous letters directed at the Ashbys.’</p> <p class="body">‘Why do you wish them ill?’ I asked.</p> <p class="body">‘Ill? I do not. I only hope that another will not suffer as have I.’ She gave another low moan and I readied myself to support her again. Charlotte opened the vinaigrette.</p> <p class="body">‘No, there is no need,’ she said, stopping Charlotte’s hand.</p> <p class="body">‘We will take you to your home,’ Charlotte said.</p> <p class="body">‘No, please do not. It would distress my mother.’</p> <p class="body">‘Then we shall take you to our home and there you can answer our questions.’</p> <p class="body"> </p> <p class="first">It was a long trip back to our home. Even with our assistance, Miss Winslow walked slowly and I ached with a desire to ask her further questions, but I knew that she needed rest and something warm in her before she could talk. And despite the knowledge that she threatened the happiness of another, I could not help but feel sympathy for the burden she seemed to carry.</p> <p class="body">Mary, the other maid Alice and Mrs. Hutton all awaited us when returned home.</p> <p class="body">‘Mary, get some blankets for our guest and Mrs. Hutton, some brandy all round,’ Charlotte ordered. We brought Miss Winslow into the sitting room and soon had her wrapped in blankets while Alice stoked the fire. Mrs. Hutton returned with the brandy.</p> <p class="body">‘This should warm you,’ Mrs. Fitzhugh told Miss Winslow. After a swallow, the warmth came back to her cheeks and she nodded her thanks. Finally Charlotte thanked our helpers and closed the sitting room doors. We all sat, Charlotte directly across from our guest, and we drank our brandy and I realized how cold I was despite our exertion helping Miss Winslow.</p> <p class="body">‘Now, Miss Winslow, perhaps you will tell us what you meant, that you did not mean the Ashbys ill.’</p> <p class="body">‘It is for their sake that I wrote those letters, to keep them from danger.’</p> <p class="body">‘Ah, I began to suspect as much,’ Charlotte said. She leaned back in her chair and steepled her fingers before her. ‘And that danger is?’</p> <p class="body">‘Lord William.’</p> <p class="body">‘And what has that man done that makes him a danger,’ Charlotte said in a very cool voice. Mrs. Fitzhugh and I exchanged looks and I knew my eyes were as wide as hers.</p> <p class="body">‘He is not a man. He is a monster.’</p> <p class="body">The sob in Miss Winslow’s throat stabbed at my heart. Mrs. Fitzhugh started to rise to tend to her, but Charlotte’s single raised finger stopped her.</p> <p class="body">‘You are among friends, Miss Winslow. Tell us what Lord William has done to you.’</p> <p class="body">‘He has used me and left me unsuitable for any other.’ Her hand stole to her left breast. We all noticed her movement. All was silent in the room save the crackle of the fire and the distant ticking of the hall clock. </p> <p class="body">‘Let us see, please,’ Charlotte said, in that tone of command at which I had earlier laughed. Miss Winslow slowly pushed back the blanket from her shoulder and then pulled back the edge of her bodice. I heard Mrs. Fitzhugh gasp as we saw the angry red scar that started at her shoulder blade. Her hand continued around the edge of the bodice and we could see that scar continued diagonally across her upper chest. Her hand stopped.</p> <p class="body">‘It continues,’ she said.</p> <p class="body">‘Mrs. Fitzhugh,’ Charlotte said while dropping her raised finger. Mrs. Fitzhugh rose and attended Miss Winslow, returning the poor woman’s hand to her lap and wrapping the blanket tight against her body.</p> <p class="body">‘This was last year, when there was an understanding between yourself and Lord William.’</p> <p class="body">‘Yes.’</p> <p class="body">‘And then shortly thereafter your father died and you removed from Bath.’</p> <p class="body">‘Yes. My mother and I returned this season with my uncle and aunt.’</p> <p class="body">‘And then you read of Lord William’s betrothal to Miss Ashby.’</p> <p class="body">‘Yes. I could not let another …’</p> <p class="body">‘Quite.’</p> <p class="body">‘But why …’ I stopped and looked at Charlotte to see if I might continue. She nodded and I added, ‘Why defame Miss Ashby?’</p> <p class="body">‘Because no one would believe me when Lord William … defiled me.’ She spoke the last with a bitterness at odds with her previous demeanour. ‘I am sure my father died from shame of it. I could not say anything that would make the world believe the truth of it. All I could hope is that Lord William would not hurt another.’</p> <p class="body">‘But you could not bring yourself to irreparably harm Miss Ashby. That is why you sent the letters only to her and those closest to her, that the harm might be contained.’ </p>virtualighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16544118423865170131noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1708254880466894491.post-72526144117206147012011-01-20T12:44:00.001-08:002011-01-20T12:44:57.443-08:00<p class="subtitle">We meet Lord William</p> <p class="first">I started my preparations for the ball with a gloomy outlook, but Mary would have none of it.</p> <p class="body">‘Shouldn’t you be helping Miss House, Mary?’</p> <p class="body">‘No miss, Alice is helping her tonight.’ She said this with a tone that implied Alice’s help might be more of a hindrance. ‘Miss House said that I should help you tonight, that you might need some cheering up.’</p> <p class="body">‘Ah, so you have heard of my misfortune.’ I had long suspected that Charlotte’s relationship with Mary was unusual for mistress and maid.</p> <p class="body">‘Yes, but in confidence of course, miss. And if you want to hear my thoughts, you’re better off here than as a governess.’</p> <p class="body">I turned my head to look at her and Mary jumped back with the curling iron in her hand.</p> <p class="body">‘Careful, miss, this thing is hot.’</p> <p class="body">I ignored her caution and asked, ‘And why am I better off here?’</p> <p class="body">‘You’re a lady … of quality. I could tell that the first day we met. But a governess, she’s not fish or fowl. No one in a household ever likes the governess; and you’d be miserable, teaching some brat.’ She said all this quickly and then lowered her eyes and added: ‘miss.’</p> <p class="body">I looked at her in amazement of her effrontery, but after a pause laughed a quick bark, not unlike Charlotte’s. Mary kept her eyes downcast but I could a smile creep onto her face. I turned back toward the mirror and said, ‘Well, get a move on girl. I mustn’t be late for the ball.’</p> <p class="body"> </p> <p class="first">Inside the carriage on the way to assembly room, Charlotte and Mrs. Fitzhugh sat opposite me, both looking concerned.</p> <p class="body">‘You look so pretty, my dear,’ Mrs. Fitzhugh said, for probably the third time that night. Charlotte nodded in agreement.</p> <p class="body">‘Thank you, both, and I am in much improved spirits. Mary worked her wonders on me,’ I said, looking steadily at Charlotte, who quickly assumed an attitude of nonchalance.</p> <p class="body">‘I certainly hope we meet Lord William tonight,’ I said, wanting to move past my disappointment. ‘What do you know of him, Mrs. Fitzhugh?’</p> <p class="body">‘As I said before, very little. I have met him and he is quite handsome and polite, paying me such little compliments as befits a more … mature lady like myself.’ I heard a little snort from another corner of the carriage, but it must have been a creak from the springs.</p> <p class="body">‘Surely you have more details than that.’</p> <p class="body">She sighed, and said, ‘He is in late thirties but appears younger, about Charlotte’s height, dark colouring, when no one is watching he looks languid, almost torporous, but when he is noticed becomes very affable. He looks very intently at the person to whom he is speaking, like … like …’</p> <p class="body">‘Like Charlotte?’ I supplied.</p> <p class="body">‘Yes, that’s it, just like Charlotte.’</p> <p class="body">I heard another snort from the springs, and then we arrived.</p> <p class="body"><span style="font-size:19.0pt; "> </span></p> <p class="first">I shall not belabour the spectacles of yet another ball, except to say that the dancing was spirited, the gowns beautiful and the men charming, but in truth I did not notice any of this because I was too engaged trying to spot Lord William. Perhaps my failure at securing a position had made me even more determined to apply myself as Charlotte’s assistant, and the light banter in the coach had done much to improve my spirits.</p> <p class="body">But for most of the evening, my efforts were in vain. We soon found Mrs. Ashby and her daughter, however, and I must admit her daughter’s character left something to be desired.</p> <p class="body">‘Miss House, I’m so happy you’re here. Mamma has told me all about you and I’m sure you’ll do everything you can to stop whoever is trying to ruin my chances with Lord William.’</p> <p class="body">Charlotte took her regal tone with the effusive Miss Ashby. ‘Of course, Miss Ashby. We shall do everything in our power to’ — she moved closer to her and dropped her voice — ‘stop these completely <span class="emphasis">unfounded </span>rumours.’ As she said this she glanced sharply at Mrs. Ashby who, after a moments hesitation, vigorously nodded.</p> <p class="body">Miss Ashby did not seem to comprehend the silent conversation taking place between my friend and her mother. She was a ripe and energetic young woman of rosy cheeks and warm auburn hair.</p> <p class="body">‘She’s fair to bursting out of that gown,’ Mrs. Fitzhugh said to me confidentially. ‘Mind you, she is young and only taking advantage of that which nature so …’</p> <p class="body">‘Generously gave her,’ I finished for her. We laughed and our laughter brought us to the attention of Charlotte.</p> <p class="body">‘Forgive me, Miss Ashby, for being delinquent in introducing my friends, Mrs. Fitzhugh and Miss Woodsen. They are as solicitous of protecting your honour as am I.’</p> <p class="body">‘The more the merrier,’ the young woman said, somewhat distracted by a young military man who was claiming her for the next dance. ‘Pardon me, but Mr. … um’</p> <p class="body">‘Henshaw, at your service,’ the young man said.</p> <p class="body">‘Silly me. Mr. Henshaw has claimed this next dance.’</p> <p class="body">She was led off, leaving us with her mother, and as a group, we three looked steadily at her.</p> <p class="body">‘My daughter has high spirits, despite the trouble that afflicts us,’ she said.</p> <p class="body">‘She bears her burden well,’ I said.</p> <p class="body">‘She is young and foolish, but that is not a crime,’ Mrs. Ashby said.</p> <p class="body">‘No, that is nature,’ Charlotte added. ‘But to business. I think I see Lord William yonder.’</p> <p class="body">I looked in the direction indicated and saw Lord William. I heard a little cry from Mrs. Ashby who gazed at the man enraptured. No little wonder, I thought, 10,000 a year in his own right if the rumours be true and the eldest son of a earl; she had a right to be enraptured at the thought of her daughter making such an alliance. And he was a fine figure of a man, taller than Charlotte with jet-black, thick hair and refined features atop a muscular physique that spoke of athletic pursuits.</p> <p class="body">He soon saw Mrs. Ashby, aided by the semaphore of her handkerchief, and approached our group.</p> <p class="body">‘My dear Mrs. Ashby, how delightful to see you,’ he said, with a sweep of his arm to accompany his bow. ‘But where is the fair Miss Ashby?’</p> <p class="body">‘You see her dancing to Highgate, Lord William.’</p> <p class="body">‘Ah, of course, the spirited girl with the roses in her cheeks. And these ladies, why are they not dancing?’</p> <p class="body">‘Pardon me, Lord William. I should like you to meet my friends, Mrs. … um, Fitz … hugh, Miss House and Miss Woodsen.’</p> <p class="body">‘Mrs. Um-Fitzhugh,’ Lord William cheekily said with his bow, ‘and Miss House … I’ve heard of you … and Miss Woodsen. Delighted.’</p> <p class="body">‘Lord William, it is an honour,’ Charlotte said.</p> <p class="body">‘Nonsense, I am the one honoured here. Ah, the dance is ending, and as my dear Sophia has left me alone, would you do me the further honour of the next dance.’</p> <p class="body">Charlotte assented as Miss Ashby joined us.</p> <p class="body">‘William, I did not see you enter,’ Miss Ashby cried, as she ran to him and claimed his arm.</p> <p class="body">‘You were too busy enjoying yourself to notice me,’ he said with mock hurt.</p> <p class="body">‘Silly, that is your fault if you arrive so late, but dance with me now.’</p> <p class="body">‘No, I have already claimed Miss House and she has kindly agreed. You, my dear, need some refreshment. You are flushed and could hardly sustain another dance.’</p> <p class="body">‘I am rather beat,’ she agreed. ‘Mamma, let’s let William have his dance while we find some negus.’</p> <p class="body">Lord William led Charlotte to dance while Mrs. Fitzhugh and I remained.</p> <p class="body">‘We are to be the wallflowers, then,’ I said.</p> <p class="body">‘I think you have no reason to fear,’ Mrs. Fitzhugh said, and nodded in the direction of a man who approached us.</p> <p class="body">‘Miss Woodsen, I hope I am not too late to claim this dance?’ the man asked, whom I recognized but whose name I could not recall.</p> <p class="body">‘I am sure Jane would be delighted to dance, Mr. Wallace,’ Mrs. Fitzhugh said. I stared at her in wonder, for it was the first time she had called me by my given name, and in gratitude for reminding me of the gentleman’s name.</p> <p class="body">‘Yes, of course, Mr. Wallace, how kind of you to ask.’</p> <p class="body">Mr. Wallace led me to the dancers and we took our positions at the far end of the line from Charlotte and Lord William. Charlotte caught my eye and nodded to me as the dance began.</p> <p class="body">‘You forgot me, Miss Woodsen,’ Mr. Wallace said just before we separated.</p> <p class="body">‘I forgot your name, sir. I did not forget you,’ I said as we rejoined.</p> <p class="body">He smiled. ‘I am glad to have found you tonight,’ Mr. Wallace said. ‘I have wanted to thank you for the aid you offered my cousin that night.’</p> <p class="body">‘And how is Miss Williams? and Mrs. Williams?’ I asked before we separated again.</p> <p class="body">‘She is well. They are well. Lucy is to marry Mr. Tattersall after all.’ Again we separated and again rejoined.</p> <p class="body">‘I am happy to hear it,’ I said, although I remembered well adding the notice to Charlotte’s commonplace book.</p> <p class="body">‘It is due to you and Miss House that the marriage is to take place.’</p> <p class="body">‘She deserves all the credit, Mr. Wallace. I was a mere player.’</p> <p class="body">‘You caught her as she fell.’</p> <p class="body">‘And you caught me.’ We exchanged partners again and rejoined.</p> <p class="body">‘It was my pleasure.’</p> <p class="body">‘I enjoyed it too,’ I said, amused at my sudden boldness. I thought my reply caught him off guard for he seemed to trip as we exchanged partners, coincidentally with the young man who had been the partner of Miss Ashby earlier.</p> <p class="body">‘My apologies,’ he said after he caught up. ‘I was worried that you had left Bath.’</p> <p class="body">‘I was unwell for a time but have recovered.’</p> <p class="body">‘I was unsure where I might call.’</p> <p class="body">‘I stay with Miss House.’</p> <p class="body">‘Then I might call upon you?’</p> <p class="body">‘Yes,’ I said, quickly adding before another separation, ‘Number 3 the Royal Crescent. That is the address.’</p> <p class="body">All too soon the dance ended. Mr. Wallace made his goodbye and promised again to call. Charlotte collected me and we returned to Mrs. Fitzhugh.</p> <p class="body">‘Jane has reconnected with Mr. Wallace,’ Charlotte told Mrs. Fitzhugh.</p> <p class="body">‘He did not know where I lived,’ I said. ‘He wanted to call.’</p> <p class="body">‘Your spirits certainly have improved.’</p> <p class="body">‘There is nothing like the expectation of a man,’ Mrs. Fitzhugh added.</p> <p class="body">I noticed the archness of their tone and said, ‘Yes, well, all right. And how did you enjoy your dance, Charlotte? Lord William certainly showed an interest in you.’</p> <p class="body">‘He is an excellent partner,’ she answered. ‘Let us find a place to sit and I’ll tell you of our conversation.’</p> <p class="body">We found a place and Charlotte started: ‘He repeated that he knew of me and of my employment. “You are the court of last appeal,” he said — I rather like that – “but what need arises that involves you in my betrothal to Miss Ashby?”</p> <p class="body">‘I told him that it was merely coincidence that we met and that I was surprised that we had not met earlier.</p> <p class="body">‘“Oh, but you are a dangerous woman, Miss House,” — I rather like that as well — “and it is not wise to make the acquaintance of dangerous women.” Utterly charming and designed to put me off my guard, which I am sad to say it did.’ I was forced to talk of inconsequential matters.’</p> <p class="body">‘I’m sorry you learned little,’ I said.</p> <p class="body">‘I would not say that. I learned quite a deal of the young lord’s character. You will remember a moment of clumsiness during the dance?’</p> <p class="body">I had hoped no one had noticed Mr. Wallace’s clumsiness, but of course Charlotte would.</p> <p class="body">‘Do not blame your young man. Lord William tripped Mr. Henshaw who bumped into Mr. Wallace.’</p> <p class="body">‘What?’ I cried. ‘How uncouth!’</p> <p class="body">‘On the contrary, it was brilliantly done. I am sure Mr. Wallace and Mr. Henshaw are both blaming their own clumsiness when it is Lord William to blame. In fact, I don’t know how he did it, for I did not see it, but the look of satisfaction on his face made his guilt clear.</p> <p class="body">‘I fear our young lord is a contradiction. He appears on the surface affable and charming but underneath he can be petty and vindictive. I fear he uses people for his own ends without consideration of their … why are you looking at me in that way?’</p> <p class="body">‘I really must get some refreshment,’ Mrs. Fitzhugh said. ‘Will you accompany me, Jane.’</p> <p class="body">‘I should be happy to, Margaret,’ I said, and allowed her to lead me away from the puzzled Charlotte. In fact the rest of the night we tried to avoid looking directly at Charlotte and from that point Mrs. Fitzhugh and I were fast friends.</p>virtualighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16544118423865170131noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1708254880466894491.post-86311928524837756022011-01-20T12:43:00.001-08:002011-01-20T12:43:32.118-08:00<p class="subtitle">I seek a position</p> <p class="first">All that could be done now was wait. We learned from Mrs. Ashby that Lord William had returned to town and that we would have the opportunity to meet him at the Thursday ball but until then our avenues of inquiry were closed.</p> <p class="body">I did, however, have an opportunity to meet with a potential employer. I had been remiss in attempting to find employment because of the obligations I felt I owed Miss House and during my illness, but I had recently renewed my efforts and had lately received an answer from a Mrs. Danvers, whom I had written. We were to meet the next day.</p> <p class="body">‘Who is this Danvers?’ Charlotte asked me during dinner.</p> <p class="body">‘I thought you should know her, Charlotte,’ I said.</p> <p class="body">‘I know everyone important.’</p> <p class="body">‘Yes, well Mrs. Danvers may not be important but her husband is a very successful … ’</p> <p class="body">‘He’s in trade, then.’</p> <p class="body">‘He <span class="emphasis">owns</span> a quarry near Bradford.’</p> <p class="body">‘Bradford!’</p> <p class="body">‘Yes, Bradford. It is not quite the back side of beyond.’</p> <p class="body">‘And they have wretched children they want you to teach.’</p> <p class="body">‘I thought you quite liked children. You treated your little street Arabs very sweetly.’</p> <p class="body">She gave me the look she uses when she meant to be disagreeable for its own sake. ‘I like to employ them. It does not mean I desire their prolonged company.’</p> <p class="body">‘What of your own children?’</p> <p class="body">‘What?’ she said sharply.</p> <p class="body">‘Had you children of your own,’ I said, somewhat taken aback by her tone.</p> <p class="body">‘That would be an entirely different matter. Fine, then, see this Danvers woman and mind that you don’t track dust back here.’</p> <p class="body">I will admit being dismayed by my friend’s lack of encouragement, but I had by now learned to accept her changeable moods. Nevertheless, I looked forward to meeting Mrs. Danvers. The situation she had described sounded well suited to my own accomplishments and her daughter’s age of ten made me think fondly of my own sister at that age. And despite my friend’s generosity, I felt I should make my own way in the world.</p> <p class="body">The next day, as I was preparing to leave for the short walk to meet Mrs. Danvers at the home of her friend in Bath, Charlotte surprised me.</p> <p class="body">‘Leaving to meet Mrs. Danvers, I presume?’ she asked.</p> <p class="body">‘Yes,’ I answered, still irritated at her comments the night before.</p> <p class="body">‘I feel the need of some fresh air. Might I accompany you? For if you leave, we may not have many more opportunities.’</p> <p class="body">She said this so wistfully that I could not remain mad at her and begged her company. We walked arm-in-arm, she chatting happily and making the best of the situation, telling me that I should be the best governess imaginable, while I felt miserable that I might soon be leaving her house.</p> <p class="body">Fifteen minutes found us before the house of Mrs. Danvers’s friend. We stood outside for several minutes while Charlotte gave me instructions on how to comport myself.</p> <p class="body">‘You should get no less than £20 a year, but try for £25, and no less than a week’s holiday.’</p> <p class="body">‘Thank you, Charlotte. I will always remember this kindness.’</p> <p class="body">‘Tut, it is nothing, of course you will get this position. After all, you have the gloves for it.’</p> <p class="body">We smiled at the thought and I proceeded up the stairs, Charlotte motioning me toward the door as I faltered. I gave her one last look as I raised the knocker and saw her retreating down the street.</p> <p class="body">The door opened and a footman beckoned me in. I gave my name and he was preparing to announce me when a woman flew down the stairs.</p> <p class="body">‘You are Miss Woodsen?’ she asked.</p> <p class="body">‘I am,’ I said. ‘Mrs. Danvers?’</p> <p class="body">She paused before answering. ‘Yes. It will do you no good. The position is filled. Thank you. James, please show this woman out.’</p> <p class="body">I stared helplessly at her. The footman’s approach broke my inaction.</p> <p class="body">‘Please, Mrs. Danvers, I do not understand. How could the position be filled?’</p> <p class="body">‘James, please show her out.’</p> <p class="body">‘Please miss,’ the footman said. He led me to the door and I stood without and felt my optimism crumble. It took me a full hour to return to Charlotte’s home.</p> <p class="body">‘Whatever is the matter?’ Mrs. Fitzhugh asked me after I entered.</p> <p class="body">I gave a weak smile and explained my trip to her and I confess I cried a little and she put her arms around me and let me put my head on her shoulder.</p> <p class="body">‘There, there. It was not meant to be this time, that’s all. Obviously the position was filled by another before you arrived.’</p> <p class="body">‘She gave me a look like I was some … some objectionable thing.’</p> <p class="body">Charlotte entered the hallway.</p> <p class="body">‘What is all this?’</p> <p class="body">‘She did not get the position,’ Mrs. Fitzhugh explained.</p> <p class="body">‘My dear Jane, I am so sorry. But all this means is that I should not lose your company. And remember, tonight we meet Lord William.’</p>virtualighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16544118423865170131noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1708254880466894491.post-26141077688961663542011-01-20T12:42:00.001-08:002011-01-20T12:42:18.230-08:00<p class="subtitle">Irregular means</p> <p class="first">Although we must wait to be introduced to Lord William at the ball, we continued our efforts to find the Winslowes.</p> <p class="body">‘I think it is time to employ other means,’ Charlotte told me the next day in the library, ‘and judging by the noises I hear from the kitchen, those means have just arrived.’</p> <p class="body">We soon heard a knock at the door, followed by the housekeeper Mrs. Hutton leading a group of children. They were a dirty, ragged lot, but eager looking and noisy.</p> <p class="body">‘Here they are, Miss House. Why you would want them in the house is beyond me, but I brought them to you just like you asked.’</p> <p class="body">‘Thank you Mrs. Hutton, I am much obliged. Now if you might return with some cakes and tea?’</p> <p class="body">The children were listening to this exchange with rapt attention, their eyes darting back and forth to each speaker.</p> <p class="body">‘Yes, Miss House, as you say,’ the housekeeper said through clenched teeth.</p> <p class="body">The housekeeper left the library.</p> <p class="body">‘Close the door, Jane, if you don’t mind,’ Charlotte said. After that was done, she addressed the children.</p> <p class="body">‘Please sit children. We’ve only four chairs so two may sit with us on the edge of the tables.’</p> <p class="body">The oldest and largest children took the chairs, leaving two very small children, a boy and a girl, looking up at us. I judged them to be about the age of the children of one of the servants at my home, but they could not match their country-bred wholesomeness. They could never get up on the tables on their own so I lifted each child — a very light burden indeed — and placed them side-by-side on the table. They immediately separated, I assumed to make room for me in the middle, and so I joined them. It had been a long time since I had so carelessly sat on a table edge and I unconsciously did what I always did as a child — I started swinging my legs, in which my two companions joined.</p> <p class="body">‘Please Jane, set a good example,’ Charlotte said in mock seriousness. I stopped swinging my legs and meekly said ‘yes, miss,’ and the children followed suit.</p> <p class="body">At this time Mrs. Hutton and Mary returned with tea and cakes, served with the household staff’s mugs and plates, I observed. Mrs. Hutton ordered Mary to dole out the mugs and add astonishing amounts of cream and sugar. It took full ten minutes for the children to eat and drink their fill with much spilled tea, cakes and cookies on the floor, all the while Mrs. Hutton muttering: ‘Look at the mess. It’ll take forever to clean this. Oh, not another mug!’</p> <p class="body">Eventually Mrs. Hutton’s ordeal was over and the surviving mugs and plates were removed. The children looked pleased and covered in crumbs, which they were slowly transferring to their mouths.</p> <p class="body">‘Thank you all for coming,’ Charlotte said. At her words they stopped fidgeting and gave her their full attention. ‘I have another request of you. I need to find the whereabouts of the Winslow family. Do any of you know where they live?’</p> <p class="body">The children looked at each other and exchanged shakes of their heads.</p> <p class="body">‘No, miss, we don’t,’ the oldest girl said.</p> <p class="body">‘There was a family by that name,’ the oldest boy said, ‘but they moved last year, miss.’</p> <p class="body">‘Very well, Donna, Charlie, I need you to find the family for me. There was at least a father, mother and daughter. I do not know if there were other children. The father may be named Robert and he is — or was — a barrister. I believe him to be dead. The daughter’s name might be Catherine.’</p> <p class="body">‘That’s them,’ Charlie said. ‘I remember the old man died.’</p> <p class="body">‘Good, Charlie, I’m glad to have that confirmed.’ The boy smiled. ‘Now I want you to find where the family has moved, and be discreet.’</p> <p class="body">Donna and Charlie looked confused.</p> <p class="body">‘It means don’t let on that you are looking for them,’ I added. Charlotte looked at me and nodded. ‘Yes, don’t let on that you are looking for them, just get word back to me.’</p> <p class="body">She got off the table and presented Donna and Charlie two small handbags and the coins inside them chinked as she placed them in their hands.</p> <p class="body">‘Distribute this as usual. And the usual reward to whomever gets the information first. Now, off with you.’</p> <p class="body">Mrs. Hutton, who was obviously eager for them to leave and had perhaps been listening, immediately opened the library door. The older children moved to the door while I helped the two off the table.</p> <p class="body">‘Irregular means indeed,’ I said, after the noise of the children had retreated.</p> <p class="body">‘Yes, I find those little Arabs quite useful. They can go anywhere without being noticed and from their situation they’ve developed resourcefulness. Let us hope that they can find the Winslowes and let us further hope that information will do us good.’</p>virtualighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16544118423865170131noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1708254880466894491.post-82018415250117315212011-01-20T12:29:00.001-08:002011-01-20T12:29:20.028-08:00<p class="subtitle">An ever-rotating wheel of information</p> <p class="first">I earlier recounted that I found our social obligations a burden, but I felt differently on this visit to the Lower Assembly Rooms, because this time I was working on someone’s behalf. I began to understand why we visited these rooms again and again.</p> <p class="body">We joined the society taking a turn in the large ballroom and whereas before the image of prisoners pacing in their cells always came to mind, to-day I saw the crowd as an ever rotating wheel of information, like some vast clockwork mechanism that will reveal secrets if only the separate wheels can be aligned. As usual, we three started as a group but over time we became became two parties, alternately sharing Mrs. Fitzhugh, so that we might converse with as many people as possible.</p> <p class="body">Of course, we had to be discreet in our inquiries: ‘Mrs. Crawford, so nice to see you again. We were just speaking of you last night to Mrs. Ashby. Why yes, I had heard of the engagement?’ Or: ‘It is a pleasure to make the acquaintance of so fine a gentleman as yourself. But stay, are you not a friend of Lord William Hickham? I believe him to be recently engaged.’</p> <p class="body">These inquiries were repeated again and again, but we heard little detrimental other than envy about Miss Ashby and her family. After we became three again we even asked our master of ceremonies about the match.</p> <p class="body">‘Ladies, ma’am, a great pleasure as always,’ he said. ‘And it is good to see you well, Miss Woodsen.’</p> <p class="body">‘Thank you, Mr. King,’ I said. ‘You are kind to notice.’</p> <p class="body">He gave a little bow and then Charlotte said, ‘We do not see Mrs. Ashby here to-day. We had hoped to offer our congratulations on the engagement of her daughter to Lord William Hickham.’</p> <p class="body">‘Hickham, yes,’ he said with a harrumph, ‘high time that young man found himself a wife.’</p> <p class="body">‘There are many who think the match most advantageous for the Ashbys,’ I said.</p> <p class="body">‘I dare say it is. But Hickham … Lord William … has remained single far too long for an eldest son. <span class="emphais">Noblesse oblige,</span> as the French used to say.’</p> <p class="body">Mrs. Fitzhugh returned, ‘And why is that, I wonder?’</p> <p class="body">He looked at her puzzled. ‘Well, the revolution might have …’</p> <p class="body">Charlotte stopped him. ‘No, I think my friend wondered why Lord William is so late in marrying.’</p> <p class="body">‘Oh, sorry. Well, I don’t know. There have been … Miss House, I take you into my confidence. I …’ He stopped and then looked at me.</p> <p class="body">‘You may depend on Miss Woodsen’s discretion as you do mine, Mr. King.’</p> <p class="body">‘Well that’s all right then,’ he said, looking at me before turning back to Charlotte. ‘We have cooperated before on matters of some discretion, Miss House. As I was saying, there had been earlier expectations that Lord William would take a wife and that came to naught.’</p> <p class="body">‘I was unaware of this,’ Charlotte said. ‘Doubtless those families are now disappointed.’</p> <p class="body">‘Yes, the Spensers and the Winslowes especially. Don’t see much of them as a matter of fact. I should call on them. Speaking of which — if you will excuse me ladies, I also have my duties at the upper rooms.’</p> <p class="body">Mr. King left us with something to think about.</p> <p class="body">‘I don’t think Mr. King will have much luck with the Spensers,’ Mrs. Fitzhugh said. ‘They stopped coming to Bath two seasons ago.’</p> <p class="body">‘I vaguely remember them,’ Charlotte said. ‘Pretty girl but a little too high spirited.’</p> <p class="body">‘And the Winslowes?’ I asked Mrs. Fitzhugh.</p> <p class="body">‘They are here in Bath, but I do not recall seeing them lately. Mr. Winslow died I believe, which may be the reason for their seclusion.’</p> <p class="body">‘Our next step then is clear,’ I said. ‘We must call on the Winslowes.’</p> <p class="body"> </p> <p class="first">Which did not prove easy, because although the Winslowe’s did, at least at one time, live in Bath, we could not find their present address. We inquired again in the upper and lower assembly rooms, at the Pump Room, at the theatre and at every occasion we attended, but no one seemed to know where the Winslowes lived.</p> <p class="body">In the meantime, we were again visited by Mrs. Ashby.</p> <p class="body">‘Another letter!’ she cried, once seated in the sitting room. ‘We are ruined!’</p> <p class="body">‘Calm yourself,’ soothed Mrs. Fitzhugh.</p> <p class="body">‘Yes,’ I added, ‘we have found no proof that this rumour has spread.’</p> <p class="body">‘But it has. My best friend Mrs. Clausen brought me this letter only this morning.’</p> <p class="body">Charlotte looked briefly at the letter and handed it to me. Mrs. Fitzhugh joined me in reading it.</p> <p class="body"> </p> <p class="blockquote">Tell Mrs. Ashby that her cat wants to be let out of its bag. Tell her at once or the cat will be lost to her forever.</p> <p class="blockquote"> </p> <p class="body">‘That is quite … odd,’ I said. I looked at Charlotte who was smiling.</p> <p class="body">‘Ruined!’ Mrs. Ashby said again.</p> <p class="body">Charlotte dropped her smile before addressing the hysterical woman. ‘Courage, Mrs. Ashby. There is nothing to fear if the recipient has not received the previous letter. And besides, you say Mrs. Clausen is your best friend.’</p> <p class="body">Mrs. Ashby nodded vigorously. ‘We have known each other since childhood.’</p> <p class="body">‘And she can keep this secret.’</p> <p class="body">Another nod.</p> <p class="body">‘And no one else has come forward with letters.’</p> <p class="body">‘No one.’</p> <p class="body">‘Then I think the matter remains contained,’ Charlotte said. As usual, her words had a calming effect on Mrs. Ashby.</p> <p class="body">‘You really think the rumour has not spread?’</p> <p class="body">‘Yes, after our inquiries, I think I can safely say that you are the only intended recipient of these letters. Now, if you are calm, perhaps you can answer some questions.’</p> <p class="body">‘Yes, of course, Miss House.’</p> <p class="body">‘Now, can you tell us how your daughter and Lord William were acquainted?’</p> <p class="body">‘It was at the start of the season, one of the Monday night balls.’</p> <p class="body">‘And how were they introduced?’ Charlotte asked.</p> <p class="body">‘By Mr. King, after my husband …’</p> <p class="body">‘After your husband had a word with Mr. King,’ Mrs. Fitzhugh supplied.</p> <p class="body">‘Yes, exactly.’</p> <p class="body">‘Were you aware of Lord William’s previous understandings?’ Charlotte asked.</p> <p class="body">‘No.’</p> <p class="body">‘You are acquainted with the Spensers? Or the Winslowes?’ I asked. Charlotte shot me a look of annoyance, which puzzled me, but Mrs. Ashby did not notice the exchange. I also caught Mrs. Fitzhugh shaking her head at me.</p> <p class="body">In answer to my question, Mrs. Ashby said, ‘I don’t know the Spensers, and I don’t think I know the Winslowes … although the name does sound familiar. We have not been too many seasons at Bath, you see. We were at Tunbridge Wells last season. Are these people important?’</p> <p class="body">‘We believe that Lord William had understandings with the daughters of these families.’</p> <p class="body">‘That cannot be. Lord William is quite charming and forthcoming and told us that he had no interest in marriage until he met our daughter.’</p> <p class="body">‘Perhaps he …’ I started to say, but stopped when I again saw Charlotte give me a look.</p> <p class="body">‘Of course, Mrs. Ashby, I must be mistaken. Lord William sounds a delightful man and I should like to meet him.’</p> <p class="body">‘Yes, that would reassure you, Miss House. I had thought it best not to go to the next ball because of these … but if you are really sure.’ Charlotte nodded. ‘Then I shall introduce you.’</p> <p class="body">After the plans were made for the ball, Mrs. Fitzhugh assisted Mrs. Ashby in leaving, while leaving Charlotte and I behind in the sitting room.</p> <p class="body">‘Really, Jane, you must not interfere when I am questioning someone,’ she said, as soon as we were alone. I could see that she was quite annoyed.</p> <p class="body">‘Is that why you gave me that look?’ I asked. ‘I am your accomplice, am I not.’</p> <p class="body">She sighed when she heard her own words echoed back to her, and the annoyance left her face. ‘Yes, Jane, you are my partner in crime. But you must recognize when I am trying to induce a state of susceptibility.’</p> <p class="body">‘Come again?’</p> <p class="body">‘You must have noticed the effect that I can have on people.’</p> <p class="body">‘Of course,’ I said. ‘I have noticed it upon myself.’</p> <p class="body">‘It is a practiced skill. By patient questioning and a commanding tone I can put someone at ease, especially in an intimate setting. I needed Mrs. Ashby in a calm state to ask my questions and I wanted her to hear only my voice.’</p> <p class="body">‘Mrs. Fitzhugh asked a question,’ I said, petulantly.</p> <p class="body">‘I know, I know, it made yours that much more annoying.’</p> <p class="body">I decided to broach a subject that had been bothering me.</p> <p class="body">‘Do you truly want a friend on whom you can rely, or someone who merely agrees with you?’</p> <p class="body">‘That is a frank question.’</p> <p class="body">‘And one I must ask. I realize my position is perilous. You are my benefactor; I exist on your generosity. But I must be allowed to speak my own mind.’</p> <p class="body">‘And I want you to. Just not when I’m …’</p> <p class="body">‘… controlling the minds of the susceptible?’</p> <p class="body">Charlotte had looked quite cross until now, but now she laughed heartily as I heard the sitting room doors open. ‘Are you two still friends?’ Mrs. Fitzhugh asked.</p> <p class="body">‘I think we are,’ Charlotte said.</p> <p class="body">‘Did she upbraid you for interrupting her — what d’you call it — mesmerism?’</p> <p class="body">‘You mean her penetrating gaze and commanding tone?’ I added, and laughed.</p> <p class="body">‘Yes, she can be quite forceful,’ Mrs. Fitzhugh said, also laughing.</p> <p class="body">Charlotte looked at us both, this time with mock annoyance. ‘Ha, ha. Very droll. But it does work.’</p> <p class="body">We ignored her and instead gave each other penetrating and commanding looks.</p>virtualighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16544118423865170131noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1708254880466894491.post-26227167676859701422010-12-07T21:27:00.000-08:002011-01-20T12:27:33.628-08:00<p class="subtitle">My first client</p> <p class="first">The next week I resumed my calls with Charlotte and Mrs. Fitzhugh, and the first person upon whom we called was Mrs. Ashby, whose daughter had been engaged to Lord William Hickham, son of the Earl of Middleborough. A week later, we received a call in return from Mrs. Ashby.</p> <p class="body">‘Miss House, I am sorry I was out when you called,’ Mrs. Ashby said to my friend, who then introduced Mrs. Fitzhugh and myself. Mrs. Ashby was a stout woman of fair complexion and hair and I could see that she was probably a great beauty in her time, but it was obvious that she had been under a great strain of late. She held a small linen that she twisted and untwisted while talking.</p> <p class="body">‘I am so very glad to meet you and I am sorry that I have been so remiss in paying you a call, but after the announcement of my daughter’s engagement, I have been … I have been so busy. And so many kind things have been said of you, Miss House, that I felt I must … I hoped that you might …’</p> <p class="body">‘My dear Mrs. Ashby, it is obvious something is troubling you. Please, if we may be of service,’ Charlotte said. ‘You are among friends.’</p> <p class="body">Mrs. Ashby dabbed her eyes with her linen. ‘My friend Mrs. Willoughby said I should call, that you had been very kind to her.’</p> <p class="body">‘Of course, it was very good of her to suggest it.’</p> <p class="body">‘And then I saw that I had your card,’ Mrs. Ashby said, casting her eyes downwards and dropping her hands to her lap.</p> <p class="body">‘Yes. It was providential,’ prompted Charlotte. But Mrs. Ashby continued to stare downwards.</p> <p class="body">Charlotte sighed and turned to Mrs. Fitzhugh. ‘Margaret, would you please ring for some tea?’</p> <p class="body">We waited awkwardly for the tea. Mrs. Ashby occasionally repeated her gratitude and again mentioned Mrs. Willoughby and the fortuitousness of our call. It was not until that she’d had some tea that we could progress.</p> <p class="body">‘Mrs. Ashby, please tell what has happened,’ I said.</p> <p class="body">‘Letters. Horrible letters.’</p> <p class="body">I confess I leaned forward with interest, as did my friend. Even Mrs. Fitzhugh stopped stirring her tea.</p> <p class="body">‘What do these letters say, Mrs. Ashby?’ Charlotte asked.</p> <p class="body">A sob of anguish escaped the poor woman. ‘They accuse my daughter Sophia of indiscretions. They say that she is not … she is not a maid.’</p> <p class="body">Charlotte sank back in her seat and I saw that the accusation had affected her deeply. Mrs. Fitzhugh left her seat to comfort Mrs. Ashby, but I noticed that she too seemed more interested in our friend.</p> <p class="body">Charlotte then let out a long breath, brought her shoulders up and then slowly relaxed them, and I again saw detachment steal her expression before she addressed the poor woman. ‘Mrs. Ashby, I do not wish to be unkind and you can be sure of our sympathy and help however you answer, but I must know, is there any truth to this accusation?’</p> <p class="body">‘No!’ cried Mrs. Ashby. The clarity and strength of her reply startled Mrs. Fitzhugh. ‘My daughter may not be the model of discretion, but she is a good girl.’</p> <p class="body">‘And why is your daughter not here with you?’</p> <p class="body">‘The strain of it keeps her at home. She is excessively upset as am I.’</p> <p class="body">‘I quite understand,’ Charlotte said, ‘but I need to know more if there is to be any hope. Have you the letters?’</p> <p class="body">‘Yes, I brought them.’ She opened her reticule and produced the letters, much folded to fit in the bag.</p> <p class="body">Charlotte took the letters and examined them quickly. ‘A woman’s hand,’ she said. ‘Left-handed I think, that is significant. The paper is fine. No watermark. Cut from a larger sheet.’ She passed them to me and I saw that they were identical:</p> <p class="blockquote"><br /><br />
We read that Lord William seeks fallen fruit already sampled by Mr. Jenkins. Is it not wiser to take the apple from the tree? For fruit that has fallen may already have been sampled. Best to put it back and choose another before it is too late.</p> <p class="blockquote"> </p> <p class="body">‘There are only the two?’ she asked. Mrs. Ashby nodded.</p> <p class="body">‘And to whom were they sent?’</p> <p class="body">‘To my sister, Mrs. Landsdowne, and my cousin Mrs. Mapplethorpe.’</p> <p class="body">‘And you are sure there are only the two?’</p> <p class="body">‘That is the matter! How would I know for sure?’ Mrs. Ashby wailed.</p> <p class="body">‘Precisely,’ Charlotte said. ‘Now, how were they delivered? Were they in the post?’</p> <p class="body">‘They were found in the morning, slid under the door.’</p> <p class="body">‘And your sister and your cousin immediately brought them to your attention?’</p> <p class="body">‘Of course,’ Mrs. Ashby answered.</p> <p class="body">‘When was this?’</p> <p class="body">‘Two days after the announcement,’ replied Mrs. Ashby.</p> <p class="body">Charlotte paused in her questioning, and I used the opportunity to refresh Mrs. Ashby’s cup, which she gratefully accepted.</p> <p class="body">Charlotte resumed. ‘You are very close to your sister?’</p> <p class="body">Mrs. Ashby nodded.</p> <p class="body">‘And to your cousin?’</p> <p class="body">‘Yes,’ Mrs. Ashby answered, ‘she is a widow with no children and has always taken a special interest in my daughter.’</p> <p class="body">Charlotte asked ‘And it is well known that you are close to your sister and cousin? You are frequently seen together?’</p> <p class="body">‘Yes, of course, but what bearing can that have?’</p> <p class="body">Charlotte ignored the question and continued: ‘And the gentleman in the letter, is he known to your daughter?’</p> <p class="body">‘What, Mr. Jenkins? They have been introduced, but he is not comely and does not dance well and is a younger son and my daughter has always been rather particular.’</p> <p class="body">Charlotte gave one of her quick smiles at this. Then she asked, ‘And what does your daughter say of this?’</p> <p class="body">‘She says nothing, of course! She is in a very nervous state.’</p> <p class="body">‘And you have no … enemies? Neither you, your husband, your daughter? Any members of your family?’</p> <p class="body">‘Enemies? No, that is absurd, we are universally well liked.’ That remark produced a sound from Mrs. Fitzhugh that I can only describe as a snort. Mrs. Ashby did not seem to notice, and asked, ‘Do you have any advice for me, Miss House? Oh, I feel so silly, asking such a young woman advice for so delicate a matter.’</p> <p class="body">Mrs. Fitzhugh took Mrs. Ashby’s hand. ‘You can have every confidence in Miss House. I have known her all my life and can tell you there is no more capable person than she.’</p> <p class="body">‘And I will do everything I can to help as well,’ I added, much affected by the poor woman’s plight.</p> <p class="body">‘I think I can offer some hope,’ Charlotte said.</p> <p class="body">We all looked at her and Mrs. Ashby asked, ‘But how? Who knows how far this slander has spread? If the countess hears of this …’</p> <p class="body">‘Please, Mrs. Ashby, do not distress yourself further. You must keep up appearances that all is well. Rest assured that we will do all in our power to help and again, I think I can offer some hope that the slander has not spread — yet.’</p> <p class="body">‘Oh, Miss House, if I could believe you.’ Mrs. Ashby said, ‘but your words do give me some hope.’</p> <p class="body">Charlotte stood. ‘I am glad that I can at least offer that aid. Now we must begin our inquiries and you must return to your family and try to reassure them.’</p> <p class="body">We all stood and I saw to Mrs. Ashby’s cloak. When I returned, I saw that she was much improved in spirits and was thanking everyone profusely. But before she left, Charlotte cautioned her.</p> <p class="body">‘One last thing, Mrs. Ashby. Immediately inform us if you are aware of any further letters. And under no circumstances are you to inquire about any other letters. And I shall need to retain these letters.’ Charlotte fanned the letters before her.</p> <p class="body">Mrs. Ashby had been nodding her assent the whole while until the last statement, when she suddenly clutched her reticule to her bosom.</p> <p class="body">‘I have been so afraid not to let them out of my sight and yet I was about to leave without giving it a thought. Yes keep them if you need them but I would rather see them burned.’</p> <p class="body">‘Which they will be once they are not needed,’ Charlotte assured her. We saw her to the door after that and then returned to the sitting room.</p> <p class="body">‘What do you make of it, Jane?’ Charlotte asked me.</p> <p class="body">‘A terrible tragedy to befall them.’ I said.</p> <p class="body">‘Yes, but what strikes you as relevant? Do you see no inconsistencies?’</p> <p class="body">Charlotte looked at me intently and I shifted uncomfortably beneath her gaze. ‘No,’ I said meekly.</p> <p class="body">‘Tchah!’ she said. ‘Think of it, why send letters to the two people most likely not to believe them?’</p> <p class="body">‘But there are other letters!’ Mrs. Fitzhugh said.</p> <p class="body">Charlotte said nothing and looked at me.</p> <p class="body">‘There aren’t other letters?’ I ventured to say.</p> <p class="body">‘No, I don’t think there are. That is why I offered her some hope.’ She saw the confused look on my face and sighed. ‘Why do we go to the assembly rooms? Why do we talk to maids and cooks? Why? To gather information. And even if the daughter has been indiscreet …’</p> <p class="body">‘But,’ I cried, ‘her mother most vigorously denied …’</p> <p class="body">‘There is something you must learn, Jane. Everybody lies. They do it as unconsciously as breathing. But as I was saying, even if the daughter has been indiscreet, we have heard no news of it, and it is a very advantageous match. Lord Middleborough’s son? The envy of it should fan the flames of a rumour like this. The fact that we have heard no intimation of this gives me some hope.’</p> <p class="body">‘But why send only two letters then?’ Mrs. Fitzhugh asked.</p> <p class="body">‘Yes, that is a mystery,’ Charlotte confirmed, ‘and it will remain so until we gather more information.’</p> <p class="body">I sighed and said, ‘So it is to the market again.’</p>virtualighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16544118423865170131noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1708254880466894491.post-32649791870976989482010-11-28T10:51:00.001-08:002011-01-20T12:25:27.012-08:00<p class="chapter">THE POISON PEN AFFAIR</p> <p class="subtitle"> </p> <p class="subtitle">An explanation</p> <p class="first">‘You have questions from last night, no doubt,’ Miss House said the following morning, after we had breakfasted.</p> <p class="body">‘Yes, Miss House, you confirmed last night that this is your employment. But what is it exactly? What is it that you do?’</p> <p class="body">‘I suppose you could say that I am a consultant. Mothers come to me and ask my aid in the matter of their daughter’s matrimonial prospects.’</p> <p class="body">‘I see,’ I said, puzzled. ‘And for this service …’</p> <p class="body">‘I am not in trade, my dear.’</p> <p class="body">‘Of course not,’ I said, hurriedly. ‘There was no question. I merely meant …’</p> <p class="body">‘I get satisfaction, you see, when a suitable match proceeds.’</p> <p class="body">‘And if an unsuitable match?’ I asked.</p> <p class="body">She made a face that suggested displeasure and shook her head. ‘I never seek to stop a match. I try only to further love’s interests, not impede.’</p> <p class="body">‘It is a noble calling.’</p> <p class="body">She smiled brilliantly and said, ‘I thought you would understand.’</p> <p class="body">‘And as to last night,’ I said, ‘who was …’</p> <p class="body">But she stopped me with her hand. ‘Alas, I can answer few question as to the particulars of last night. Although I know that I can place my confidences with you, Miss Woodsen, the Williamses and the other players in this … affair … do not know you. They did not have an opportunity to form a good opinion of you and in all frankness, I should have not included you in the matter. But you arrived at such an opportune moment to act as my agent when I could not remain home, and I wanted to show you the happy outcome. However, with that caution, if you ask questions that I can in good faith answer, I will.’</p> <p class="body">I sat quietly for a minute, arranging my thoughts before asking. ‘The parcel — the letters that you received — that was the impediment.’</p> <p class="body">She also thought a moment before answering. ‘I confirm that to be a reasonable hypothesis.’</p> <p class="body">‘And the contents of the letters were such that …’</p> <p class="body">She wagged her finger at me.</p> <p class="body">‘Very well,’ I said. ‘I think I can arrive at my own conclusion. But the means by which your obtained the letters?’</p> <p class="body">‘I cannot tell you the particulars, but you will in time meet some of those … er, means.’ She wrinkled her nose at the awkward construction and smiled. ‘I hope they will also place their faith in you as they have placed them in me.’</p> <p class="body">‘But why me?’ I asked, getting to the question that I had been too long in asking. ‘Why do you place your faith in me?’</p> <p class="body">Miss House stood and smoothed her dress, turned away from me and walked about the room, stopping beside the miniatures of her brother and herself and the sketch I had noticed earlier.</p> <p class="body">‘I have no particular friend, Miss Woodsen. My position in society, my natural reticence and disinclination to favor the vain, stupid and petty have left me, apart from my brother, without a confidante.’</p> <p class="body">‘Mrs. Fitzhugh …’ I supplied.</p> <p class="body">‘Is a dear family friend and one in whom I have complete trust, but she is not a … she … she has never been unhappy, except possibly from worry of me.’</p> <p class="body">She put her hand on the mantelpiece, near the sketch. ‘But you have known sadness; you felt your life was over. As have I.’</p> <p class="body">She retook her seat. ‘In short, Miss Woodsen, I seek a friend with whom I can be honest and on whom I can depend and to whom I would provide the same benefit.’</p> <p class="body">‘I would be happy to be your friend, Miss House,’ I said.</p> <p class="body">‘Then perhaps you should call me Charlotte.’</p> <p class="body">‘And I should … would be happy were you … will be …’ I shrugged in frustration, and said finally, ‘Call me Jane.’</p> <p class="body">We laughed and a bond of friendship was formed that although severely tested at times, has never faltered.</p> <p class="body">I soon learned my friend’s employment carried considerable burdens, although I know many women in society would find it odd to call them burdens. In the morning, we went out in the company of Mrs. Fitzhugh and called at the homes of those who had announced a betrothal. But we also called at homes where Charlotte had anticipated an announcement and none had been published.</p> <p class="body">And we did not restrict ourselves to homes of quality. As part of our good works, we visited many of meagre means and brought them such comfort as we could. It was obvious Charlotte was not unknown to these people and they welcomed her warmly, and she, to her credit, returned their warmth.</p> <p class="body">Of course, we also received many callers. Most were merely the compliments of other members of society returning the favour of our calls. But some calls were prompted by the concerns of mothers who feared for their daughter’s prospects. In most of these situations, Charlotte merely reassured them for in truth, most of these women fretted for no real reason. And in some situations, Charlotte simply offered her advice. And in a very few situations, Charlotte offered to act on their behalf, but only after extracting assurances that her efforts would remain private.</p> <p class="body">Our callers also included those who arrived by the servant’s doors. Charlotte interviewed many cooks, maids and footmen under the fiction of employment — ‘If I have one stain upon my character it is that I accused of stealing good help’ — but her actual goal was to learn the customs and tenor of their current or previous employer.</p> <p class="body">In all her interactions, Charlotte’s attitude was always kind and friendly, but at times I noticed a certain detachment, as if her smile was but a veneer or an artifice. Once I caught her eye at such a moment and later she told me, ‘Thank you my dear. I told you that I needed a friend who would keep me honest.’</p> <p class="body">Our mornings began far earlier than our calls, of course. Charlotte soon had me helping in her researches and I learned to peruse the periodicals for those items, from the outré to the mundane, that would interest her. She taught me her method of filing these items in her commonplace books as well, and soon we were pinning butterflies together.</p> <p class="body">Social obligations continued into the afternoon and evenings, of course. We three spent a great deal of time at the Lower Assembly Rooms, which Charlotte called the <span class="emphasis">agora,</span> circling endlessly and absorbing the gossip of Bath.</p> <p class="body">Naturally we also attended a number of dances and balls, but even these, I soon found, were not opportunities for pleasure but for information. Very quickly that which I had found a great joy became merely work. In reward, however, my social standing improved considerably, for I was the particular friend of Miss House, and I was to be the entrée of many a young man eager to meet her. She flattered their attentions, but never danced more than once with each and never showed one more favour than another, and I followed her lead.</p> <p class="body">As mentioned, I found our social schedule tedious, even though many a young woman would find it to their liking. It also led to some unpleasantness between Charlotte and myself when I felt ill one evening and begged her go without me.</p> <p class="body">‘But who shall be my accomplice, my dear? Who shall be Pollux to my Castor?’</p> <p class="body">‘Please, Charlotte, all eyes are on you. No one shall notice my absence.’</p> <p class="body">‘Nonsense, this will not do. I cannot go without you and I must go.’</p> <p class="body">‘I am unwell and should be miserable company,’ I lamented.</p> <p class="body">‘Very well, stay,’ she said. ‘I should hate it to be said that I force anyone to enjoy themselves.’</p> <p class="body">She left abruptly and I felt very low that I had failed in my duty, and that night I took a fever. I awoke late the next day and found Charlotte sitting beside my bed, looking very tired, but she smiled when she saw me stir.</p> <p class="body">‘You are awake! Oh, Jane, please forgive me. My behaviour was unpardonable. How could I doubt that you would not join me only if you were greatly unwell? I am so sorry, I …’</p> <p class="body">I stopped her with a plaintive — and I must admit overly dramatic — cry for water, and I did enjoy the way she hurried to attend to me. In fact, she did not leave my bedside that day and all that week she abandoned her usual routine. The incident left me knowing that beyond doubt my friend cared for me greatly, but that she could also be unkind when things did not go her way.</p>virtualighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16544118423865170131noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1708254880466894491.post-63851192311235042142010-11-20T19:07:00.001-08:002011-01-20T12:22:49.833-08:00<div class="subtitle">There is dancing</div><div class="first">It fit. If fit better than anything I had ever worn, and I thanked Mary for her efforts. ‘It is a lovely color, Mary.’</div><div class="body">‘The green matches your eyes, miss. I couldn’t help but notice.’</div><div class="body">‘Green! You call this green! It is emerald; it is the sea; it is the forest primeval. But how could you find this?’</div><div class="body">‘Oh, that was easy. Miss House told me to go to her dressmaker and see if they had anything that would suit you. It’s actually parts of two different dresses, three if you count the pelisse, which I thought you might like, being it’s cool tonight.’</div><div class="body">‘You are a wonder, Mary, and a very clever girl.’</div><div class="body">‘Please miss, don’t move, I need just a few more stitches to make sure you don’t pop out all over. There, done!’</div><div class="body">I admired myself in the mirror and couldn’t help but think of the shift in my fortunes.</div><div class="body">‘You’d better hurry. I’m sorry it took me so long to make those changes,’ Mary said.</div><div class="body">‘You are right. I shall have to run to make it in time.’</div><div class="body">‘Run? No, the carriage is waiting outside. We can’t have you running.’</div><div class="body">Mary hurried me out and the carriage brought me swiftly to the Assembly Rooms with time to spare. Miss House and Mrs. Fitzhugh were waiting for me just inside.</div><div class="body">‘My dear, you are a vision,’ Mrs. Fitzhugh said.</div><div class="body">‘I agree,’ Miss House said. ‘Clearly Mary has outdone herself.’</div><div class="body">‘Thank you both. I feel … I feel …’</div><div class="body">‘Yes, my dear,’ Mrs. Fitzhugh prompted.</div><div class="body">‘I feel that anything is possible.’</div><div class="body">‘And so it is,’ Miss House confirmed.</div><div class="body">‘Let us go in,’ Mrs. Fitzhugh said. ‘There is dancing.’</div><div class="body">Her words proved to be an understatement. I <span class="footnote">had never seen so many people in one place</span> for this was <span class="footnote"> the height of the season;</span> and the day and the clemency of the weather ensured that all of society gathered in this one room. We entered as the couples marched before the start of the country dance, unfortunate timing as it might mean that we would be denied partners for a full thirty minutes, but I did not mind. I enjoyed watching the leading couple as they assuredly set the tone of the dance and feared I would never match their skill and grace. But Miss House was eager to claim seats and she firmly held my hand as we navigated the room.</div><div class="body">I was soon glad of her firm hand as we threaded our way through the crowd and claimed what looked to be the last two seats available. We were only barely seated, however, when Mrs. Fitzhugh returned with a pleasant young man in tow. We rose and Mrs. Fitzhugh said, “Miss Woodsen, may I introduce Mr. Harrington, a very nice young man whose family I have known since the Flood.’</div><div class="body">He bowed and I returned the favor. ‘Charmed, Miss Woodsen.’</div><div class="body">Turning to the gentleman, our companion said, ‘And you, of course, know Miss House.’ They acknowledged each other as well and exchanged pleasantries before Mr. Harrington addressed me again. ‘Miss Woodsen, may I have the pleasure of the next dance?’</div><div class="body">Obliged as I was, I stole a look to Miss House for I also felt an obligation to her and did not wish to precede her enjoyment. She quickly nodded her assurance with a smile and I returned my attention to the gentleman.</div><div class="body">‘Of course,’ I said. ‘I look forward to it.’</div><div class="body">And the course of the evening was set. I danced the cotillion and the reel and to my relief but not my surprise Miss House was not unaccompanied, though she towered over one partner. We several times exchanged smiles and I laughed at the pleasantries of my partners and clapped at the success of the dances.</div><div class="body">The room grew ever hotter and we retired for refreshment and joined a group obviously well known to my friends. Mrs. Fitzhugh especially knew everyone, and soon Miss House and she were exchanging confidences with those at the table.</div><div class="body">‘I’m sorry, my dear,’ Miss House said, ‘I’ve ignored you.’</div><div class="body">‘No, I am glad of a moment to enjoy my own thoughts and enjoyment of the moment.’</div><div class="body">‘I’m glad you are enjoying yourself then. But if I can ask a favor, would you decline the next dance? I had promised that you would see the outcome of your efforts this morning.’</div><div class="body">‘Yes,’ I said, louder than I had intended. ‘I wish to know what you are about.’</div><div class="body">‘Good. Mrs. Fitzhugh, might we return and attend to our friend in need?’</div><div class="body">Mrs. Fitzhugh agreed and we returned to the ballroom, which by this time had quieted somewhat in favor of dances that would allow the participants to cool themselves. Thus our progress through the room was quicker and we soon found ourselves in a corner where a family was seated. They rose as we approached.</div><div class="body">‘Mr. Williams, Mrs. Williams, Miss Williams, Mr. Wallace, may I introduce …’</div><div class="body">Etiquette and Mrs. Fitzhugh were ignored however, when Mrs. William asked, ‘Do you have them, Miss House?’</div><div class="body">Seeing her distress, my friend quickly said, ‘I do. All is well.’</div><div class="body">‘Thank God!’ Mrs. Williams cried loudly, drawing everyone’s attention, but as I was closest to her, I saw Miss Williams swoon. I rushed to her side, however her weight was unsupportable and I staggered. I felt strong arms holding me upright and then the gentleman, Mr. Wallace, was carrying Miss Williams to a chair.</div><div class="body">‘Thank you sir,’ I said to Mr. Wallace, who merely nodded to me, his attention to the young lady. Her mother, however, pushed him aside and sat beside her.</div><div class="body">‘Catherine, it is all right, we are saved,’ she told her daughter, patting her hand. Catherine opened her eyes and smiled faintly at her mother. The tension was drained from our group. Within a few minutes everyone was smiling and they thanked Mrs. Fitzhugh and my friend. Mr. Wallace, however, turned to me.</div><div class="body">‘I apologize Miss …’</div><div class="body">‘Woodsen … Jane Woodsen,’ I said.</div><div class="body">‘John Wallace,’ he said in return and bowed, and I curtseyed.</div><div class="body">‘I apologize for …’ and he made a vague gesture with his hands. His discomfiture was quite becoming in contrast to his sturdy, capable appearance.</div><div class="body">‘There is no need. Thank you for …’ and I made a similar gesture.</div><div class="body">He started to laugh but was cut short by a voice.</div><div class="body">‘You! Miss House!’</div><div class="body">I turned and saw Lady Dalrymple approach, trailed by the woman I took to be her niece.</div><div class="body">‘Lady Dalrymple, so good to see you,’ Miss House said, and curtseyed, followed by myself and Mrs. Fitzhugh, but not Mrs. Williams, who returned hostility with hostility. Mr. Wallace and Mr. Williams bowed but I could tell they did not like it.</div><div class="body">‘I thought I made clear that the matter is at an end,’ Lady Dalrymple, oblivious to our presence, told Miss House.</div><div class="body">‘But the world turns regardless of your wishes, Lady Dalrymple, and your saying black is white does not make it so. And if your nephew chooses to marry Miss Williams and she chooses to accept, then you can have no objection, for there is no impediment to their union. I repeat, there is no impediment. If there ever had been one, it no longer exists.’</div><div class="body">She was magnificent. Boadicea herself could not have appeared more magnificent. Lady Dalrymple shrank. She opened her mouth to speak and thought better of it after noticing the attention her words had attracted. She turned quickly, almost colliding with her companion, and walked away.</div><div class="body">The Williamses again thanked Miss House, and Mrs. Fitzhugh and me, although they could not have known what little part I played. Hands were pressed and kisses were exchanged — Mr. Wallace was excessively charming — and when it was over, we three watched the Williamses, now a happy party, leave.</div><div class="body">Miss House leaned her head toward me and said quietly, ‘And that is my employment, Miss Woodsen. That is what I do.’</div>virtualighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16544118423865170131noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1708254880466894491.post-30917413513558391292010-11-19T18:59:00.001-08:002011-01-20T12:11:53.869-08:00<p class="subtitle">Visitors</p> <p class="first">I awoke the next day with an optimism I had not felt for a long time. My apprehensions had been replaced by curiosity and I hurried to breakfast. Miss House, however, was again missing, but Mary provided me with a letter.</p> <p class="first"> </p> <p class="blockquote">Miss Woodsen, how it grieves me to continue to fail in my duty as hostess, but again I and Mrs. Fitzhugh are off, but I will be gone only shortly, I promise. In fact, it would give me great pleasure if you could join me at the Lower Assembly Room for tea this afternoon.</p> <p class="blockquote">Yours in friendship, Charlotte House</p> <p class="blockquote">PS There may be callers asking for me — or you — throughout the morning. If you would be so kind as to see to their comfort and relay any messages when we meet?</p> <p class="blockquote"> </p> <p class="body"><i>Curious, and even more curious still,</i> I thought to myself. And the visitors to the house that morning were very curious indeed. Calling at eleven was a portly gentleman who did not stay but simply left his card; at twelve a querulous old woman with a cat who required tea, for both her and the cat, and did not leave a card or name; and at a twelve-fifteen a small boy who came round the servants entrance with a parcel addressed to Miss House. And finally at one a richly dressed older woman, who did not give her name to the servant to be announced, arrived. She was attended by a meek young girl whom I guessed to be a niece, and demanded to see Miss House or myself.</p> <p class="body">‘You must be Miss Woodsen,’ the older woman said, inspecting me through her lorgnette, and sniffing slightly, as if she had caught a whiff of my straitened circumstances.</p> <p class="body">‘I am,’ I replied. ‘How may I help you, ma’am?’</p> <p class="body">‘You are the <span class="emphasis">confidante</span> of Miss House.”</p> <p class="body">‘I am,’ I said again, unsure of the truth of the matter, but by this point I was willing to agree to anything.</p> <p class="body">She took a long time to reply, perhaps doubting the veracity of my statement. ‘Very well, please relate to her that I am … done with the matter and that I consider this <span class="emphasis">contretemps</span> at an end.’</p> <p class="body">‘And who should I say makes this statement, <span class="emphasis">Madame</span>,’ I said, trying in a small way to match her hauteur.</p> <p class="body">‘Do you not know who I am?’</p> <p class="body">‘I do not,’ I said, ‘as you did not offer your name to the servant who answered the door.’</p> <p class="body">At this she fluffed up like a pigeon taking a chill. ‘I am Lady Dalrymple, as you doubtless know, child.’</p> <p class="body">‘Indubitably,’ I replied, although I think I may have mangled the word slightly. Mrs. Dalrymple wouldn’t have noticed, however, for she had already swirled round to collect her niece and was making for the door.</p> <p class="body">I sat, feeling that I did not need to attend her on her way out, and tried to collect my thoughts. Whatever does all this mean? In what … business, for I cannot call it anything else … is Miss House engaged?</p> <p class="body">But I no longer had apprehension, just curiosity. I eagerly awaited the next visitor, but no one else arrived. Nevertheless, I delayed my departure for my date with Miss House until the last moment and in consequence was in a considerable hurry.</p> <p class="body">I arrived at the tearoom flushed by the cold and my exertions and found my hostess already waiting for me.</p> <p class="body">‘Goodness, you look very excited, Miss Woodsen,’ my friend said, after we had called for tea and buns.</p> <p class="body">‘Yes, I am sorry to keep you waiting, but we had such a number of visitors and I waited until the last possible minute to leave.’</p> <p class="body">She gave me a quick smile, so fast I would have missed it during a blink.</p> <p class="body">‘Good, tell me then of our visitors.’</p> <p class="body">‘First came a gentlemen about 11 o’clock. He said little, but left this card.’ I handed her the card, at which she glanced for but a moment.</p> <p class="body">‘Can you recall exactly what he said?’</p> <p class="body">I closed my eyes to recollect and quoted him, ‘Tell Miss House I have no opinion on the matter. Here is my card, good day.’</p> <p class="body">‘And that is all he said?’</p> <p class="body">I opened my eyes and looked at her. ‘Well, he might have said, “Please tell Miss House I have no opinion on the matter.”’</p> <p class="body">‘Good, excellent. And do you have a parcel for me?’</p> <p class="body">‘Yes,’ I said, producing the parcel, and passing it to her, ‘although I did not receive it myself. A boy delivered it to the servant’s entrance.’</p> <p class="body">She looked up at me and shook her head slightly. ‘My erstwhile housekeeper Mrs. Hutton needs to be chided again. The boy had instructions to deliver it personally to me, or my agent.’ She returned her attention to the parcel, untied it and produced several letters tied as a bundle. ‘No matter. I have what I wanted.’</p> <p class="body">‘And a rather disagreeable old woman named Dalrymple came.’</p> <p class="body">‘Ah, now we come to the heart of the matter. What did she say?’</p> <p class="body">‘She considers the matter to be at an end … excuse me … she said precisely that she is “done with the matter” and considers “this <span class="emphasis">contretemps</span> at an end.”’</p> <p class="body">Miss House absorbed all this and then smiled broadly. ‘Thank you, Miss Woodsen, I knew that you would serve me well.’</p> <p class="body">‘Oh, I almost forgot,’ I cried. ‘A strange woman with a cat arrived and insisted on tea for both herself and her cat.’</p> <p class="body">‘Odd, I expected no woman with a cat. No matter. I’m sure you were all politeness. Now, we are done with our tea and I must leave you again for a short time. However, I should consider it a great pleasure if you would join me again at eight, in the Upper Assembly Rooms, and you will see the outcome of all your efforts to-day.’</p> <p class="body">I looked down at the table. ‘I would like to join you, but … I have no nothing suitable for … I left my home …’</p> <p class="body">‘I understand, Miss Woodsen. Please do not think it presumptuous of me, or of my servants, but I know that you arrived with … comparatively little … and I have arranged to have something suitable available. Mary has been busy all day and I hope that using your other clothing as a guide, she has found something for you to wear. If it does not fit or you find it not to your liking, then don’t come. You must not feel any obligation.’</p> <p class="body">‘You are too kind, Miss House, and I should decline.’</p> <p class="body">‘But you won’t?’</p> <p class="body">‘I hope that it will fit,’ I said.</p>virtualighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16544118423865170131noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1708254880466894491.post-73788220902818079762010-11-18T14:47:00.001-08:002011-01-20T12:07:05.330-08:00<div class="subtitle">A singular woman</div><div class="first">I quickly moved my few belongings to No. 3 the <span class="footnote">Royal Crescent</span>, which Miss House had rented for the season. I found everyone eager to welcome me, the servants being very concerned for my comfort. But Miss House was not there to greet me.</div><div class="body">‘No miss, she’s away,’ Mary the maid told me, while she saw to my things. ‘She’s off on her calls and was very sorry that she could not be here. But she told us, ‘Make sure that Miss Woodsen is very comfortable and has everything she needs.” And, of course, we were all delighted that Miss House had company.’</div><div class="body">‘Does she have many guests?’ I asked.</div><div class="body">‘She has many visitors, of course, but apart from her brother, not many guests.’</div><div class="body">‘You like your mistress, I think?’</div><div class="body">‘Oh, we do, miss. She is very kind and fair to us. And so we are happy to see her with a friend.’</div><div class="body">Mary’s words took me aback. ‘I only met Miss House two days before, and although she has also shown me great friendship, I don’t know whether I can claim her as friend.’</div><div class="body">Her posture stiffened slightly. I couldn’t tell whether Mary was offended by my words or doing an imitation of Miss House’s impeccable posture. ‘She certainly thinks of you as a friend, miss. She told us, ‘Treat Miss Woodsen as my particular friend and see that she wants for nothing.”’</div><div class="body">‘It is a great honour then that I can claim her friendship, Mary.’</div><div class="body">She turned to me and smiled and her posture relaxed. ‘I’m sure you’ll be the best of friends, miss.’</div><div class="body">I might now call Miss House friend, but she was certainly an absent one whom I did not see again for another two days. And despite the kindliness of the servants, I could not help feel an interloper in the house. That feeling and the novelty of my situation confined me to my room, even at dinner, which over the protestations of the housekeeper, I asked be sent to my room. But by the second day, curiosity got the better of me. I spent my time acquainting myself with the house and learning a little of my benefactor.</div><div class="body">In the sitting room, I found miniatures of Miss House and her brother. In their likenesses, I found them not alike. His hair was dark to her light, and the artist had caught a jovial, almost fatuous good humour at odds with his sister. I also found a framed, quick pencil sketch of a naval officer with a lock of dark black hair pressed against the glass.</div><div class="body">The piano keyboard was open and the sheet music displayed a difficult piece, Bach’s <span class="emphasis">The Art of Fugue,</span> with many notations in what I believed to be Miss House’s hand. The sheet music was incomplete, with several pages handwritten. On the writing desk, I found scattered another incomplete printing with similar notations, and several pages on the floor. The effect was that of an artist, caught in the embrace of a muse who dashes out the door, with strict instructions to the servants not to tidy her work, although the rest of the room was immaculate.</div><div class="body">The library was similarly instructive. It was well stocked by the owner, with the perfunctory classics that had never been read, a ladder that had never been moved and a globe that had never been spun. But the fine furniture in the room had been moved aside for two large, plain deal tables on which were spread newspapers and other periodicals going back at least six months. There were Bath, Bristol and London papers, even one from America. Several clippings were scattered on the table as well, primarily betrothal and wedding announcements, again with many notations, such as ‘This will not do!’ and ‘But what about the previous engagement!’ and ‘How do we know a living is ensured?’</div><div class="body">There were also other more curious clippings: ship arrivals, war despatches, the death of a baronet and even postings in the agony column. In the baronet’s death announcement was penned, ‘Could M__ be his child?’</div><div class="body">In several piles, tied with bright red ribbon, I found Miss House’s traveling library, which was again singular. In one untied bundle, I found Laclos’s <span class="emphasis">Les Liaisons dangereuses,</span> of which I had heard but never read, and <span class="emphasis">The Monk</span> and <span class="emphasis">The Castle of Otranto,</span> both of which I had read. At the top of another bundle was an Italian translation of a Galen anatomy text. And next to the textbooks were two large cases of pinned butterflies.</div><div class="body">Most prominent, however, was about a dozen large books obviously composed of past clippings. The most recent chronologically contained an announcement of my father’s death.</div><div class="body">I sat down at the table and stared at the page that contained the announcement. It was dated the day we had met. What sort of woman is she? I wondered. I am a complete stranger to her and yet she invites me to her home and immediately catalogues me with the other esoterica of her mind.</div><div class="body">I could not dislodge the feeling that I was a butterfly pinned in Miss House’s collection. Whatever my feelings, I earnestly wished for her return, hoping that I would find reassurance in the pleasant manner she had earlier shown me.</div><div class="body">It was not until late that evening, however, that Miss House arrived. I was in my room, reading the Laclos, when I heard the commotion of the servants. I hurried downstairs and found my hostess in the hallroom. I found my benefactor and another woman in the foyer, being attended to by the servants.</div><div class="body">‘Oh Miss House, you are wet and cold.’</div><div class="body">‘And hungry, Mary. Ask cook to lay on something substantial, despite the hour.’</div><div class="body">‘We know your habits by now, miss,’ Mary said, while helping Miss House remove a very travel-stained cloak, to reveal mud-stained skirts. Her companion was equally begrimed.</div><div class="body">Miss House noticed my presence upon the stairs. ‘My dear Miss Woodsen, please forgive me. But as you can see, I’ve been away and busy.’ She gestured to the older woman. ‘And before I forget my manners, I would like you to meet my dear Mrs. Fitzhugh, a family friend.’</div><div class="body">We acknowledged each other, and then Mrs. Fitzhugh stepped toward me. I could see that though she was older than Miss House, neither her dark hair nor her cheerful smile betrayed her age. ‘Miss Woodsen, it is a pleasure to meet you. Miss House has told me all about you.’</div><div class="body">‘The pleasure is mine as well,’ I said, overcome by the warmth of her greeting.</div><div class="body">Freed of her traveling clothes, Miss House joined us. ‘Miss Woodsen, I apologize for not greeting you on your arrival, and I hope Mary has not been horrible to you.’ She flashed Mary a smile, who quickly cast down her eyes while lifting the corners of her mouth.</div><div class="body">‘No, Miss House, Mary and everyone in this household have shown me the greatest kindness.’</div><div class="body">‘Please forgive me while I change, and although you’ve doubtless already dined, would you join me later while I dine.’</div><div class="body">‘Of course, it would be my pleasure.’</div><div class="body">‘Good,’ she said, as she rushed up the stairs, leaving me behind. I looked at Mrs. Fitzhugh and Mary, still holding her mistress’s cloak.</div><div class="body">‘She does rather leave one breathless,’ I said softly to myself.</div><div class="body">Mary nodded and said, ‘Isn’t it wonderful, miss?’</div><div class="body">Mrs. Fitzhugh also left, and I retired to the sitting room to wait what I thought would be a considerable time while they composed themselves, but it seemed only minutes before Miss House joined me, dressed like a lady who had spent the entire day doing nothing more exhausting than answering her correspondence.</div><div class="body">‘Mrs. Fitzhugh does not join us?’ I asked.</div><div class="body">‘No, she’s rather tired after our labours, and she also had the wisdom to eat while I can never suffer food when traveling.’</div><div class="body">We went into the dining room where we found a meal sufficient for an army awaiting Miss House. I limited myself to tea while she attacked a cold roast.</div><div class="body">‘Pardon my manners, Miss Woodsen, I am famished. I can’t remember when last I ate.’</div><div class="body">‘You have been traveling this whole time?’</div><div class="body">‘Yes, my inquiries led me to Bristol.’</div><div class="body">‘Bristol!’ I said alarmed. ‘Whatever could take you to Bristol?’</div><div class="body">She stopped eating and looked at me intently.</div><div class="body">‘I’m sorry,’ I said. ‘It is none of my business.’</div><div class="body">‘No, no, I like your directness. I’ll tell you someday of my business in Bristol. Why don’t you tell me instead how you find the house?’</div><div class="body">I told her that I found my situation agreeable, without mentioning the feelings I had experienced in the library.</div><div class="body">‘Then everything is to your liking? Your room?’</div><div class="body">‘Yes, of course, it is more than I could have hoped.’</div><div class="body">‘And when you saw the clipping on the death of your father?’</div><div class="body">I froze and for a space said nothing. ‘How did you know … ?’</div><div class="body">‘Before I joined you, I looked into the library and saw the Laclos was missing. You’ll find it an enjoyable read. And I ask again, what did you think when you saw the clipping?’</div><div class="body">‘I confess I did not know what to think,’ trying to hide my discomfort by lifting my cup.</div><div class="body">‘You did not think yourself a butterfly pinned to a collection?’</div><div class="body">I spilled my tea and I fear I stared at her open mouthed. She laughed.</div><div class="body">‘Oh Miss Woodsen, I am sorry. It was a guess and I did not think it would affect you so strongly. You are the victim of my machinations. I staged that tableau like a trap and then like a hunter I spring the trap.’</div><div class="body">I put down the cup and said, trembling, ‘You are most unkind.’</div><div class="body">My statement wiped the smile from her face. ‘I am,’ she said, ‘but I wanted to know the measure of my friend, whether she is made of glass or of iron, whether she will wilt before my nature or will challenge me in my own home.’</div><div class="body">She has done it again, I thought. She has turned my righteous anger into eager forgiveness. She has turned the kindness of her offer into rudeness by her absence into … into whatever it is I feel now.</div><div class="body">‘You forgive me. I feel it now, Miss Woodsen. I have turned the corner in your estimation.’ She said this with a pleading in her voice that was so charming.</div><div class="body">I still did not know what to say, but I gave her a slight nod in return.</div><div class="body">‘And now it is your turn. Tell me what you think. Tell me your impressions about me.’</div><div class="body">‘You are the most singular person I have ever met,’ I ventured to say.</div><div class="body">‘Hah! That is not helpful. In a long life, you might say that again and again. Give me details.’</div><div class="body">Thus challenged, I said, ‘You must be a gifted pianist to tackle so challenging and obscure a piece as the music I found in the sitting room. You devour the news like you devoured that roast. You like the sensational, witness your choice of reading material and you have an interest in the social news that matches the most inquisitive spinsters of my village. You read Italian medical texts. And I almost get the impression that you have … an employment.’</div><div class="body">‘Oh this is fun,’ she said. ‘But you should remember to distinguish between observation and conclusions. A bad pianist can murder Bach as easily as a gifted one can praise him. Although you are correct, I am judged a gifted pianist. And I do read Italian, badly. And you are correct in your most important conclusion. I do have an employment.</div><div class="body">‘But the hour is late and that roast you say I have devoured weighs heavily on me. And I did journey to Bristol and back. Let’s retire and we will continue our talk to-morrow.’</div>virtualighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16544118423865170131noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1708254880466894491.post-85157773148948868742010-11-16T17:03:00.000-08:002011-01-20T12:13:47.174-08:00<div class="chapter">THE START OF THE AFFAIR</div><div class="first"><br />
</div><div class="subtitle">Caught in the act</div><div class="first">‘You know you’ll never get away with it,’ a soft voice said.</div><div class="body">I turned with a start toward the voice and saw a tall, elegant woman standing next me, but not facing me.</div><div class="body">‘Those gloves look very nice on you, but not at the cost of the ensuing embarrassment,’ she said, again not addressing me directly. Then she turned and looked at me and gave me a quick, brilliant smile. She continued in a louder voice: ‘Why don’t you let me repay you for the kindness you did me last summer? I insist on buying them for you.’</div><div class="body">She laid her hand lightly on my arm and moved me toward the shop counter and what I feared would be the certain accusation of the shopkeeper. I don’t know why I obediently followed her; all I knew was that her will could not be disobeyed.</div><div class="body">‘Ah, Mr. Bruce, don’t you agree these gloves look charming on my friend,’ the woman said, moving her hand to behind my back and propelling me closer to the counter. Only now did I notice that the shopkeeper had been looking steadily at me as I approached the counter. But my companion’s address commanded his attention.</div><div class="body">‘Oh, Miss House, I … of course. You are the arbiter of taste.’ The shopkeeper said, seeming startled. Then a crafty gleam shone in his eyes. ‘Shall I put those <span class="footnote">on your account?’</span></div><div class="body">My companion laughed lightly and said, ‘Yes, my account Mr. Bruce. By all means, put them on my account. Good day to you sir.’ She turned quickly, not acknowledging his hasty bow, and immediately placed her hand behind my elbow and moved me to the shop door.</div><div class="body">Once outside she released her hold on me and laughed again. ‘On my account! The man is priceless. And you, my dear, really should pay more attention to shopkeepers if you plan to turn to a life of crime.’</div><div class="body">I felt my face flush red and to my shame, rather than explain myself or plead forgiveness, I asked, ‘How did you know?’</div><div class="body">She smiled and said, ‘You came in wearing very threadbare gloves and I see you trying to leave wearing new gloves. Oh, I’ll credit you with enough sense to choose an almost identical pair. But come, let’s go and have some tea, rather than loiter outside the scene of the crime.’</div><div class="body">She attempted to move me again but this time I held firm.</div><div class="body">‘I cannot thank you enough, Miss …’</div><div class="body">‘Miss House. And you, I believe, are Miss Woodsen.’ We curtseyed, or rather she seemed to regally accept my existence while I clumsily tripped on my skirts.</div><div class="body">‘You have me at a disadvantage, Miss House. I apologize that I was unaware that we are acquainted.’</div><div class="body">‘Again, let’s not stand forever in front of Mr. Bruce’s door,’ Miss House said. ‘Walk with me, please.’</div><div class="body">I agreed and together we walked down the street, slowly, for the rains had made the street muddy and because Miss House had to stop several times to acknowledge friends. And each time she kindly introduced me to her friends.</div><div class="body">‘And it’s not your fault, Miss Woodsen,’ she said, as we paused to allow a street sweeper to clean our path. ‘We were introduced three years ago, here in Bath, and I have not seen you since. So your lapse is excused, although I must admit to chagrin. Once met, I am not easily forgotten.’</div><div class="body">I smiled and had to agree. She was easily as tall as any man I knew and with her golden hair and deep, blue eyes very striking. And now that my fear of arrest had waned, I found it hard not to observe her.</div><div class="body">‘I’m sorry, Miss House. There is much about my last visit to Bath I have tried to forget. I regret I lost my memory of you as well. But again, I really cannot thank …’</div><div class="body">‘Tut. Think no more of it. It is my fault really that I allowed you to be in that position. I could see Mr. Bruce watching you the whole time and it amused me to let the scene play out. I am afraid he’s suffered from a very persistent thief lately. Why only yesterday someone took a very nice scarf practically from under his nose.’</div><div class="body">‘But how would you know that?’ I asked.</div><div class="body">‘It’s simple. I am his thief. Oh here we are.’ She stopped us outside Ballard’s Tea Room. ‘Come, Miss Woodsen, it’s my treat.’</div><div class="body">But I could not move. ‘You … you …’</div><div class="body">‘Yes, I, now let us go inside. I think tea will do you good.’ She led me inside and caught the attention of a girl who seated us, all the while nodding to several women on the way to our table. She quickly ordered tea, scones and jam while I awaited a chance to question her further.</div><div class="body">Once alone I asked in a hushed voice: ‘How could … why would … why would you’ — I lowered my voice even further — ‘steal?’</div><div class="body">‘Like any skill, thievery needs practicing to stay on top of one’s game. Besides, it’s a small enough repayment for all the times Mr. Bruce has “put something on my account” without my request. By the by, these gloves would look much better on you.’ She then produced a pair of gloves from her handbag. I had seen them in the milliner’s but hadn’t dared take them because they were of so much better quality than my own gloves.</div><div class="body">I must have appeared stunned because I heard a voice asking Miss House, ‘Is your friend all right, Miss House? She looks unwell. I do hope nothing is wrong.’</div><div class="body">‘Nothing is ever wrong here, Mrs. Ballard. It’s just the exertion of the walk. No doubt tea will set her right.’ The matronly woman was obviously anxious to please her guest.</div><div class="body">‘Oh, where is the girl?’ the woman said. ‘Ah, here she is. Please see to Miss House and her guest. It’s always a pleasure to see you, Miss House,’ she added, as she backed away from our table. The image of the woman backing away brought a rush of memory.</div><div class="body">‘I do remember you … at the ball. You were so kind to my mother and me. And everyone was so … deferential … to you. I really am most ashamed that I …’</div><div class="body">Miss House reached across to me. ‘Please … if you apologize or thank me another time, I shall begin to find you tiresome. Now, take the gloves and put them in your reticule. I don’t want them and I can hardly take them back. And then we can address what is obviously on your mind. You are thinking, “Who is this extraordinary woman? And why is she being so kind to me?” Is that not so?’</div><div class="body">I nodded.</div><div class="body">‘Good. I am Miss Charlotte House and you are Miss …’</div><div class="body">‘Jane,’ I supplied.</div><div class="body">‘You are Miss Jane Woodsen. And I watched you come into the shop with a look of resignation on your face that was then replaced by a look of determination. It was writ plain on your face: I must do what I must do. And then you’ — she lowered her voice — ‘slipped off your gloves and put on the new ones. And you did it remarkably quickly.’</div><div class="body">I nodded again, reliving my crime, this time with the pretense of shame.</div><div class="body">‘You had obviously practiced. And you kept your back to the counter to block Mr. Bruce’s view of what you were doing, which was a good tactic for an amateur. When stealing, <span class="emphasis">I</span> always try to be as brazen-faced as possible. But you unconsciously brought up your shoulders to further conceal your activity and that brought you to his attention.’</div><div class="body">‘That’s amazing,’ I said, a little too loudly, and in a quieter voice, ‘you are a professional thief.’</div><div class="body">‘I am nothing of the kind. Thievery is a mere <span class="emphasis">peccadillo</span>, and my, what a fun word that is. And it’s a <span class="emphasis">peccadillo</span> that I have found useful from time to time. No, what you see before you is a wealthy — and I am very wealthy — bored, beautiful — and I am very beautiful — member of elite society. My brother believes himself someone important in the government while I believe myself someone important in Bath society. And what about you, Miss Woodsen? You are here for the season?’</div><div class="body">‘Me? I am nothing interesting.’</div><div class="body">‘Oh please,’ she said, in a tone that made me uncomfortable. ‘Do I not merit full disclosure?’</div><div class="body">I dropped my head in shame. ‘Yes, of course,’ I said, looking up. ‘You do. And I am eternally’ — she gave me a warning look — ‘I am at a low end. My family … my father has … he has died and the estate, what there is of it, is <span class="footnote">entailed.</span> There is only my younger sister, Elinor, who is staying with friends in Bishopstone, and myself.’</div><div class="body">‘And where do you stay in Bath?’</div><div class="body">‘With other friends, Colonel and Mrs. Wallingford. But I fear I have overstayed my welcome with them, now that I am no longer of their station.’</div><div class="body">‘Your prospects then are bleak?’ she asked.</div><div class="body">‘It would be charitable to call them bleak. I had to come to Bath to gain a position as a governess but have been repeatedly rejected. Nothing discourages an employer more than someone who needs to be employed. I fear I have the stink of poverty.’</div><div class="body">‘Nonsense, pretty young girl like you. There are many men who would find you … you shake your head.’</div><div class="body">‘I misled you. My father did not die. He killed himself, rather than face the wrath of his creditors, or the humiliation of debtor’s prison. My life is over, Miss House.’</div><div class="body">Miss House said nothing while I wiped my tears. After I composed myself, she said, ‘It is a sad story. But I have the cure, or at least a temporary solution. Rid yourself of the accursed Wallingfords and stay with me. Find yourself a husband or a position as a governess. I would recommend against pursuing your career as a thief, however.’</div>virtualighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16544118423865170131noreply@blogger.com0